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((((Junebug)))) ya may not have anyone there to give ya a hug, and I know these hugs aren't the same but here is a  Junebug Just for ya from me. Many people don't understnd cause they don't understand our illness, it makes us no less of a person. We are here to help and support ya all we can. We do care love and respect ya hon. God will help ya along the way also. I will be praying for ya, and pray that ya don't make that sharp turn so ya roll ya car. We care to much to see this happen to ya. Just keep coming to the boards and post post post, get ya feeling out. WE ARE here for ya always. |
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Well, at least I've calmed down for the day...Trying not to think about what's going to happen to me...I just have to keep faith that all will work out and I can continue to heal...Thank you God for this day.....J |
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Haven't written for awhile due to the fact that I was indisposed......I know that this illness can get out of hand sometimes, and the only thing that can be done is to know and remember that I have an illness and I can overcome any obstical that may occur from this illness....I will survive this set back and will remember that this is only a season of my life and not my whole life....I need to remember that I have faith in the Lord to get me through this....With Him all things are possible..........J |
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Haven't had a chance to get in here lately. I had a visit from my pastor last week and we talked and prayed about this illness I carry. He understands which is a wonderful thing. Then I went to church on Sunday and rededicated myself to the church and God. I was sooooo scared, but it felt so good. So many people came up to me and hugged me and said they loved me and support me. Most all of the congregation knows exactly what I have been through and what this terrible illness caused. They keep telling me that it's the illness and that I am not a criminal. I know that I doubt myself, but I just have to keep remembering that there are people who understand and these people do not judge me and support me unconditionally. It's such a wonderful feeling to know that I am not alone. Of course I am never alone as God is always with me. Thank you God for never leaving my side and believing in me and taking my sins away........J |
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Feeling stronger each day now. Been getting lots of support from the lay pastor and family which helps. I know that because I have been getting stronger that I have been truly giving my burdens to God like I'm suppose to. I'm releasing all my luggage that I am not suppose to be carrying. Thank you God for opening up my eyes and teaching me to live by faith and follow you....J |
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This is the start of a new day..........I have the faith of the Lord and will not let my eyes drop upon His face........Together we will get through anything and everything...I feel really good today, so this must be the start of true faith growing deeper and deeper within me........Thank you God for this day and every day to come and that has past...........J |
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Another day and looking bright....Thank you Lord for showing me my path...I may not understand all that is happening right now, and of course that is just fine as You will let me know in Your time. Everything happens in your time and I am dealing with this illness as best as I know how right now. I do understand that I am not an illness that I have an illness and You gave this to me to learn from, maybe teach others, and maybe help someone else who has this illness. Thank you for that as I know that I should be blessed to deal with this illness, as it is not a curse, because You felt I could handle this. You only give us what we can handle.. Thank you for being in my life and teaching me Your ways....J |
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Today my life looks bright as I can feel you Lord within me, guiding me, and teaching me. I am truly blessed for this day and all that is given to me by You. .... J |
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Well, I know that it has been awhile since writing, been really down and no energy at all. My husband says it's just the stress of this case that we are handling, and I tend to agree with him. Can't wait until it is over. I mean how hard can this be, I have an illness, I am not one, and I did a crime that I have no idea that I did, and I need to my amends. Let's get on with it. I'm frustrated I guess. Oh well, time will heal all wounds and in God's time will this be done.....I need to remember that and continue my faith in God that He will help me through this .....J |
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Okay J, today is the day I find out what is going to happen with this stupid case of mine....nervous? yes, lost? yes, anxious? yes and probably so many other feelings that I don't even know about. Okay, I have the faith and will keep the faith that God is with me and that what ever happens, happens. Remember, I HAVE AN ILLNESS...............I AM NOT AN ILLNESS........... I will be fine, just faith, have faith...............j |
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I have actually had a couple of really good spiritual days.....I can tell that my faith in God has been getting stronger and I can just embrace all that is going on in my life...Been able to read the poem "footprints" and break it all down on the meanings of each phrase....very cool....just remember, I am not an illness I have an illness....doing good...............j |
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Why? Why do I feel so lost and so angry all the time lately? I know it's this illness and I know I'm still trying to deal with it....just remember, it's the illness not me...I'm okay, I really am...........j |
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making it through the holidays....it's tough for me, but I'm doing it....just hold on, only a few more days....remember, I am not an illness...I have an illness........j |
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