I usually put my thoughts into the journel I have with Outlook, but thought I would try something different. I use that as if I was "talking" to Kathy(therapist).
Anyway, another first is this. Another holiday with out Matthew. First there was Thanksgiving, then Christmas, his birthday, St. Patty's day, spring break and now Easter. I guess for a while I will keep counting the firsts until they turn to seconds and slowly I stop thinking about them. Except for his birthday. For the first time this year I actually recounted the moments before and after his birth. He is doing very well though. I got a Christmas card from his parents with a little note telling me how he was doing, what he has accomplished and how school is going for him. The best part of that was a BEAUTIFUL picture of him with a gourgouse smile on his face and a twinkle in his eye that I used to see.
Anyway....