I realized after this last romance I backed out of that my emotions are
curiously indifferent, no remorse, no guilt, no sense of loss or accomplishment, no happiness, no sadness, simply no emotion-its as if the past 5 months never existed, never spent nearly 2 hrs a day on the phone and finally saying those 3 little words.... My gosh has the scars from being hurt gone so deep that I wont acknowledge special feelings anymore? How long does this last????