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Mentally I am feeling better; but I woke up physically sick this morning. It has been raining off and on here for 2 weeks and it makes me want to stay inside more than usual. BTW, Happy, you can post at anytime here on the site; and you were not being too personal with questions about coming off my meds. I just missed taking them a few days and got out of the habit. I am back on them now. Hugs, Rain.

would feel o.k. if e-mail wasn't messing up.

was on the phone for hours yesterday and last night with ISP trying to resolve idiot computer problems. literally got on my nerves so bad I was sick. then, after all that, the #$&@ server went down! son-in-law restored computer and has me now using 2 different browsers - switching back and forth from one to the other which messed up my e-mail accounts. i'm sooo agitated i can't focus and of course i didn't sleep at all last night and i have katie all day.

tired today and too much to do. awake most of night. slept late.

guess i'll never get my days and nights straight....yes, i will!.... i can do it!!

The storm has past, I am still spinning from the heavy winds, making decisions for the good

of my entire family, praying I did right, I feel I did, I'd like to run away from home for awhile, but, I am the only one here to hold down the fort, to feed the pets, I will walk in the strength of the Lord , take care of hard jobs first and then have the easy ones to have fun with the rest of the week. I need to count my blessings, tonight, before I fall asleep. I have much to be grateful for.

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slept all night again

feeling some better after being back on meds a couple of weeks

days and nights reversed again

depressed last night and some today - could be one or two of my meds

slept all night - off and on

I slept a restless sleep last night, I had dreams that were of my past, strange. But then I feel rested in spirit, and am still sleepy at 5after 2 pm. I had a week that went by and I made it with out a breakdown. that's good. days & nights of dogs barking drive me up a wall, and just when I get settled and it is peaceful....ah.... someones' dog desides it time to bark again. Thank Jesus, eventually all dogs have to go to sleep sometime. : ) I enjoyed the company of my two youngest kids this week one day, we ordered out for pizza, and watched a movie. My Liver doctor called Friday, he has the results of that MRI that was done last week. and I go in on the 15of August to hear the results. I won't be scared, I will go in brave, and strong. holding Gods' arm. ( I am still scared ),..... I trew out my scale, cause I am loosing too much weight. Oh boy! But hey: I am still here, and yappin.... I love you all, thanks for listening to my jounal, there's more but I don't want to take up the entire page. I am fine, I feel joy, and peace, and alive. thanks you all of you, and my friends around me, You'er all the greatest ! happykjk2 hugs : )

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i am isolating too much.....and getting a little manic

at this moment ,my days and nights are straight

at this moment ,my days and nights are straight

feeling a little down

mixed state - feel awful - pdoc appt. Wed.

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