TODAY I AM VERY DOWN AMOST TO THE POINT OF DEPRESSION OH GOD I HATE TO FEEL THIS WAY.......I KNOW GOD DOESN'T GIVE YOU MORE THAN YOU CAN HANDLE BUT I SOMETIMES WONDER HOW I AM GONNA HANDLE THE NEXT BAD THING THAT HAPPENS TO ME...I PRAY LORD GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO MAKE IT THRU THIS....HUGS KIM (POOHMOMA)
WELL TODAY IS EVEN WORSE ME AND ROBERT ALREADY HAD IT OUT THIS MORNING AND ALL I CAN DO IS CRY IT IS HORRIBLE I DON'T THINK I CAN GO ON LIKE THIS MUCH LONGER....I JUST WANT THIS TO END GOD PLEASE TAKE ME I WANT TO BE HAPPY LIKE I USE TO BE....WHAT CAN I DO I AM STUCK I HAVE KNOW STRENGTH LEFT IN ME TO FIGHT....I GUESS I AM JUST TIRED PROBABLY NOT MAKING MUCH SENSE......IT JUST DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE AT ALL TO ME...I'LL STOP AND GO TO BED MAYBE THINGS WILL BE BETTER AFTER I SLEEP A WHILE AND B4 I GO TO WORK.......GOOD NIGHT /DAY SLEEP TIME FOR ME........ HUGS POOHMOMA
WELL I AM NOT GONNA SAY THINGS ARE BETTER BUT EVERYTHING HAS KINDA EASED DOWN I GUESS YOU CAN SAY....I AM FEELING ALOT BETTER FOR THE TIME BEING...LOL....ROBERT STILL HAS A CHIP ON HIS SHOULDER AND I FEEL LIKE KNOCKING IT OFF..... BUT HE IS GONNA GET MY BRAKES FIXED TODAY...WELL JUST TAKING OFF TODAY AND FIXED TOMORROW BECAUSE HE HAS TO TAKE THEM IN FOR THE LIFETIME WARRANTY THING......STILL CYCLING AND DEPRESSION IS BETTER OH AND NO TEARS SUCH YESTERDAY BEFORE WORK...HUGS POOHMOMA
WEKK I AM PROUD OF MYSELF I MADE IT THRU MOMS BIRTHDAY WITHOUT ANY PROBLEMS JUST A FEW TEARS BUT I EXPECTED THAT..........BUT NOW I HAVE TO DEAL WITH MOTHERS DAY AND THEN THE DECORATION WHERE SHE IS BURIED SO I STILL HAVE A TOUGH FEW WEEKS AHEAD OF ME..........HOPEFULLY SOON THINGS HERE AT HOME WILL GET BETTER IT IS GETTING TO WHERE I REALLY RESENT ROBERT OR SHOULD I SAY HATE HIM MAYBE IT IS THE BI-POLAR.....I DON'T KNOW BUT I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO CAUSE I REALLY NEED HIS HELP AROUND HERE I JUST DON'T THINK I CAN MAKE IT WITHOUT HIS HELP CAUSE I KNOW HE WILL NEVER PAY CHILD SUPPORT AND HE WILL TAKE THE TAHOE SO I JUST DON'T REALLY HAVE ANY ANSWERS OH WELL LIFE HAPPENS I GUESS......HUGS POOHMOMA
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