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It is very disconcerting to think that you can't trust yourself. If left to my own devices I would drink and sleep my way around this country. Destructive behavior would be the norm for me and I would enjoy it. But instead I am here with my family and I behave because I don't want to affect any of them. I want them to grow up nice and safe and happy. I try to make all of them happy. That's me...the peace keeper. But I digresss...you know that you can't trust certain people. Like walking down the street at night, you would feel comfortable walking down an alley because you don't know who might be there. You know you can't trust certain types of people like lawyers. But when the person you can't trust is yourself, well what are you supposed to do. I can't take care of myself because I have no control over myself and my impulses. That truly is depressing... |
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I find that trusting myself is a problem,, but secondary to trying to acceprt and to like myself Been trying to learn how to stop being so damn hard on myself. Any ol'how,, U hang in there Massachusets girl,, the earth needs ppl like you and me and all the very cool folks here on, butterfly. ``````````````````````
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