So I just wanted to update everyone and let them know that I am going to start seeing a therapist and get back on meds. It was part of my new year's resolution. Plus my boyfriend's dad is moving in with us and if I'm not medicated I just might kill both of them. His dad stayed with us for 3 weeks in October into November and it was a hellacious 3 weeks. I was so stressed out, that I was losing my hair and I couldn't eat or sleep. So I dropped like 20 pounds when he was here, lost a bunch of hair and all in all looked like complete crap! So hopefully having someone to talk to that won't judge me and will actually give me advice, and being medicated will make it a lot easier this time around. Especially because I know he is here to stay.. at least for a little while.