Hi, I think the memory loss is normal. I have both RSD, and am bipolar too! My doctor says the memory loss is normal, and the ECT, electro convulsive therapy adds to it. He also said with the ECT it takes about 2 years to get the memory back. The positive thing about memory loss is I can watch a movie over again! I see a psychotherapist who gave me a relaxation CD. Please don't hurt yourself. I'll be praying for you. Sylvia |