Lets see if I can post now.

Yes, Tami wins, she can post again :)

Hi Frankie.  Yeah...I have a hard time getting to some pages.  When I try to reply I get a white screen and the box say's done.  And there's nothing on it.  I've been trying today for over an hour now to get to right here....I've been wanting to ask you a few things but everytime I go into chat and you've come in....you don't stay long and when you have come in when I've been there...I go to get a drink or go pottie and poof your in and gone again before I've made it back....I'm slow Frankie and have to deal with stairs everytime I need anything....I'm in a huge slump....Dealing with the after effects of my IME.....Going to up my new depression meds tonight...I can't take this...It's ripping me apart...Feel like I'm loosing my mind....I'm tired of dealing with liars....BOLD FACED LIARS....EVERY FRAPPIN ONE OF EM......This crap has spread up my trunk and in both arms and hands....I'm not blue anymore....I'm purple....deep dark purple circles everywhere...And they dare look me straight in the eye and say they don't know what I'm talking about...They can't see what everyone else in the world can?...What am I stupid>?...mazzer wappin frigger frappers....Argggggg..........As I wear Mongolian wool slippers 24/7 just to try to help out my poor freezin to death leg and foot...And they can't tell?....When anyone would think I've stuck my legs in the snow over night>?....I must be nuts....As the sweat rolls down my sides like breast milk leaking...with all these goose bumps all over me that I can't even feel....My preasure points cutting like axes through my butt cheeks....Probably sounds pretty funny....But guess what>?....ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.....(wipes her eyes)......nuff said....and no...I don't feel any better....I'm in the fight of my life...If wishes were fishes....sigh...yeah right.....Can't back down....Can't give in....man.....sigh.....regardless...I am who I am....The sad and depressed....Constant headache....Snivelin wine bucket....Lost my mind....Don't care anymore.....Hurt so bad I can't feel anything....Whatever....Yeah I'm still a member...Just don't have nothin nice to say...and for that I do apologize...Cause it's not your fault either....anyway....Thanks....Fire

Hello Fireball,

 Anytime you want to chat with me just email me at [email protected] and we can set up a time to meet in the chat room...or! you can ad my address to your MSN or Windows messenger. I have several of our members on my messenger so they can talk to me when every they please. I leave my puter running all day and usually am only a few feet away. I completely understand how you feel about IME Doctors, the are basically a paid whore for the insurance company, they call them selves Independant but then why do they only work for Work comp insurance companys? and who pays them? Thats right, the insurance companys.  Workmans Compensation is the biggest colusion of criminals on the face of the earth, I know for a fact that IME Doctors are always looking over their shoulders looking for the patient that they went too far with, the patient who was pushed too far, lied about too much. I my self would be afraid to lie about anybody...especially a very sick person and doing it to keep this sick person from getting badly needed medical help. But here is the thing.....Workmans comp cannot screw over a patient with out 100% help from a paid for Doctor who only cares how much blood money he gets...may they all burn in hell!  Well, thats a given! They will burn in hell!

Frank

Thanks Frankie....appreciate that.....I got yahoo myself....Not been on the puter too much lately...was messin with my med's with Dr's permission...wanted to see if I could function on a lower dose of Lyrica....WRONG...hahahahahahahahaaa...wow..what a mistake....I went from 150 BID to 75mg's BID.....made it a bit over a week...then SLAM....left leg was not working anymore...and my right leg was seriously complaining about the lack of teamwork the left was doing.....so back up to 150mg's BID....But...I'm not giving up....wanna try 100mg's BID now....and wanna have permission to do 75mg's TID if I wanna....I just think that the less med's I'm on with the most effect is the best for the long haul....and I hate the way that crap makes me wasted drunk....weeeeee....NOT....lmao....anyway...I'll add ya gladly....I'm doing better this week...I finally realized that those liars won't win in the long run....and now that I know what to expect....Next time round....it's gonna be all Fireball with a smile.....well...I might throw a bit of smart arse in as well...But I'm gonna be smilin from ear to ear....Do it to me once...shame on me....do it to me twice....shame on them....that kinda attitude.....oh well...guess I've babbled enough for now....can't take up the whole page....lmao....again...thanks Frankie....xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo...gently to all....Diana