I am so sorry to here how your feeling, I'm in that zone often to.
This is going to sound wierd but I would like to get back to being a mom !
I have three kids and since I have been sick my whole life seems to be the injurys and rsd. My family is not verry supportive at all. They dont understand rsd and constantly look at me funny when I say im hurting, like we would lie right.
But im good at letting it roll off me. I think we all have different situations but if we cand remind each other once in a while that we can do this no amount of sickness is going to take away my one shot at life. We just learn to do things in moderation and find the joy in things we can do. And use a shoulder when needed.. ;)