| Grew up a country bumpkin, known the freedom that entails. Worked hard to make a livin鈥? walked down some dusty trails. Ma and Pa was rough on me, said it was for my good, but I lit out real early just to prove to them I could.
Did some drinkin鈥?in my early days and had a wife or two, but now I just got my ol鈥?horse and an ornery dog named Blue. I鈥檝e lived the life I wanted and done most ever鈥?thing, have few regrets or heartaches so I really cain鈥檛 complain. The sky鈥檚 my roof above me and a camp fire keeps me warm. My bed is straw and saddlebags and my bath, a country storm. Drink water from the rivers clear, that fill from creek and stream. Eat jerky, hard tack biscuits, and drink coffee without cream. Ain鈥檛 no call for cussin鈥? 鈥楥ause no ones 鈥榬ound to hear. My temper done got simmered and replaced with dad-blame fear. My hair is gettin鈥?gray now, bones creak more ever鈥?day, but I can still punch cattle, brand them doggies, and buck hay. If I should die tomorrow I鈥檒l be glad to meet that train, for God鈥檚 seen fit in all His grace to let me have the reins. I鈥檒l ride them clouds in heaven and sleep in if I please. I鈥檒l praise my God before me as I get down on my knees. All my troubles will be over won鈥檛 even mind the rain, 鈥榗ause God鈥檒l keep me sheltered from all this earthly pain.

So, let me never be forgettin鈥? how grand a life I鈥檝e had, 鈥榗ause I鈥檝e loved ever鈥?minute, and it sure ain鈥檛 been that bad! Tamara Hillman 漏 2001 |