((((Kelly)))).....sorry, haven't been able to post the last few times I have been here....been able to read tho....and did read that you had a great Christmas for your kids....I am so happy to hear that...just really been thinking about ya the last couple days......soon the holidays will be over and you will have alot of decisions to make.....not going to lecture you....but just going to say, there will always be reasons to hold off making changes....but when one of those reasons (excuses) come up....I want you to look in your childrens eyes....look at how much they love you......look at all they do to please you.......how they respect you.....and how they truly just want you to be happy......those reasons won't seem so important anymore....girl, you have your whole life ahead of you....I know you are a super mom..but also know and don't take this wrong....but not the best mom that you can be.......yes, the best mom under these circumstance....but I know you know that your life is worth so much more......I hope that you will soon feel worthy of that life.....I am not much of a drinker....but hey....here's to you and the new year ahead....much love to you and the kids...hugs! M~