It's been awhile. For good reason. I am sure my computer isn't secure so i couldn't post about this. Here's the deal. You all know that my marriage hasn't been the best for a long time. I've posted some of my concerns in a roundabout way without saying too much. It came to a point that i had to do something for me and for my kids. I filed for divorce. I signed the paperwork over 3 weeks ago and have been waiting for him to be served. Before that could happen, it was made public by being published in the newspaper. He got a phone call today from his sister...who just happens to be my direct supervisor at work....and she told him. I have been off all week. He doesn't see the problems. It is going to get ugly. I know it. My work life is going to go down the toilet. I know that too. I am scared. I am worried that i could lose custody of my baby. I don't know what will happen. That would kill me. I have no doubt i am doing the right thing and that i had no choice. It got to a point that i had to take the risk for the sake of everyone. Even tho it's what i know is right, it doesn't make it easy. |