| It's been awhile.  For good reason.  I am sure my computer isn't secure so i couldn't post about this.  Here's the deal.  You all know that my marriage hasn't been the best for a long time.  I've posted some of my concerns in a roundabout way without saying too much.  It came to a point that i had to do something for me and for my kids.  I filed for divorce.  I signed the paperwork over 3 weeks ago and have been waiting for him to be served.  Before that could happen, it was made public by being published in the newspaper.  He got a phone call today from his sister...who just happens to be my direct supervisor at work....and she told him.  I have been off all week.  He doesn't see the problems.  It is going to get ugly.  I know it.  My work life is going to go down the toilet.  I know that too.  I am scared.  I am worried that i could lose custody of my baby.  I don't know what will happen.  That would kill me.  I have no doubt i am doing the right thing and that i had no choice.  It got to a point that i had to take the risk for the sake of everyone.  Even tho it's what i know is right, it doesn't make it easy. |