I promise ... promise not to make this too long.. LOL... First of all, I am pleased to meet all of you... I know I am going to enjoy my stay here.. I get a lot of good energy when reading through the bio's *wink*
I am Marisol (in spanish means ocean and sun) I am 30 yrs. old I have moved back at home with my father and my younger brother.. am going through a divorce (sigh) of 5 yrs. My husband decided that marriage and being a father wasn't the best suit for him, he decided that being among every woman in this state and being a bachelor again was his true calling. I am the pround mother of a 2 yr old boy (Mikey Jr) and a 3yr. old girl (Angelina) These 2 are my reasons for living.. These 2 little souls are God's proof to me that He has heard my prayers *wink*
I lost my mother in 1997 to pancreatic cancer which devasted me, being that I am the only girl in the family we were extrememly close.. and of course it still is hard today.. (sigh) I've had premontions (dreams) since I was in the fourth grade, of course back then I just shrugged them off like anyone else would.. I started thinking of them more seriously when I had dreamed of my mother's death, actual place of services, and where everyone was sitting.. and when it took place years later was when I remembered the dream.. I started paying closer attention to them.
I remember sitting in class and looking at all the students and going one by one in my mind saying to myself what the had for dinner the night before and what time they went to bed.. I used to think of myself as different cause I didn't think anyone else did that....
When I lost my mother, I drowned in depression, I didn't think I would ever get better.. I left home moved out.. I couldn't handle living with my father (we're 2 of the same kind) and I met my husband whom I later discovered was someone who would abandon my 2 babies and I years later. I married someone I didn't even know that well, of course I thought I did, but I didn't.
My mother's death has embarked me on brand new journey in my life, I have started or really am trying to develop abilities I know have been there all my life, but never really accessed them as I could have.
My gifts? Well.. I am so premature to call them gifts, but images come to my mind a lot.. especially when I am around a lot of people.. and sometimes I have to leave when there are too many people.. it just all comes to me to strong.. and sometimes other's people's energies are just too strong for me.. It is a lot that I have to learn, I know, but I look forward to the journey....
I have had destructive behavior in the past, but I have over come that and I think climbing these mountains is just making me stronger.... and I have come such a long way....
Thank you for allowing me to take this journey with all of you!!
I look forward to meeting everyone!!!