I wrote this back in February..it is on myspace page but when reading it again this morning decided I wanted to share it with all of you...Enjoy 
Think Different! My heart feels like a rock that has fallen to the ground. From a twenty story building or more so I was found. Far above the clouds yearning passion's ecstasy, but how was I to know that I would fall so hard for he. I'm still picking up the pieces, a jigsaw puzzle I have found. But now I know much better to put it away before it's found. My heart feels like a rock, now blocking what I feel. The walls are being built like corn is sown in fields. A place where I can hide and let no other in; but peak around a corner, every now and then. My heart feels like a rock now petrified with age for I know now that I can't embrace what Goddess lay in front of me. She gave me one of beauty, one of angels' warm embrace. I could feel the faeries whisper as his lips danced on my face. The wings of their angelic beings were given to his lips, for when he kissed me tenderly it surely felt like this. The path we walked or so embraced was the same and so familiar.. .yet now my heart feels like a rock.. no time to share together. The arms that wrapped around me, and held me close and tight, gave way to fires burning in heated love's delight. I guess I did mistake them for feeling more than I, I guess I longed for spirit that I saw so in his eyes. Perhaps I thought that he would cry as I do cry for him; I broke the rule and like the fool let emotions swallow me. Forbidden fruit they call it... forbidden love's first bite. I never did imagine that it could feel so right. So totally unexpected, it caught me unaware and now my heart is like a rock and I'll hide it out of fear. My heart feels like a rock, so heavy does it beat. But now I know I'll never have what makes my life complete. My heart is like a rock only this one it does bleed the tears of being oh so wrong about everything I feel. For rock it does have spirit, it sheds life and love and light. I sometimes wish I never knew this soul that shines so bright. He gave me inspiration, he helped me to realize, that all that I had wanted was right before my eyes. The things I always longed to do but didn't out of rules.. are now those things that I will do for me and no one else. So this rock it rolls and tumbles, but will land upon the ledge and look out to the open road where so much lies ahead. Perhaps I'll find a tumbleweed, alone and lost as I... together we can rock and roll until the day we die. Silver Spiritwolf 11/07 | 
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