Ok thanks for the repplying back ill try and see waht happens   im sure the feelings are mutal with her as shes jsut checking us out..  is all..  ill try again to contact her in the morning or even later tonight that is..but  do me a favor and tell her that spirit keeper readers are safe to read for u to pass along any message for u were her messengers if u cooudl say taht ..  id like to try im sure i coulda gone on but i wanted to make sure.. like i sid i was talkiing with another ladie  and  so i wasnt sure at the time.. 

 

so  free ur self from anything bad thots or anything possible thats lingering with u..  surround urself with holy white light.. and have gramma L come in..  will call her that till we know further lol..  so hang on  darlin.. someones comming down.. ok?  

btw them other readers if they couldnt continue on with ur read i say  hog wash there not a stronger reader then..  being a healer is a GOOOD THING!!  and having 4 stars is even better  so if they frightened u wash them outta ur mind..

 

blessed be.!  tillshe comes a knoking again..

 

LillCD

awwww man she is willingly to talk and  everytime im about to do a read i guess so sleepy  it seems its 120 am Monday..  i had asked my pendulum  if she was around it said yes  so dang it im so sorry gramma L.  lets try again in the morning im so sorry angel..  i wanna give a clearer wide awake read so its all fresh and  im not seeing anotehr person lol anyways sounds like she  has a message tho is fshes sticking around me?

 

ill do it after i have 2 cups of java.. in the am..

 

blessed be  Angel..

Ok hi again Angel  something weird just showed up on one of my crystals im reading off of..   and i aked for anyone to come and help me out again and asked gramma L to come back.. so Ok  as i was starring  into the green crystal i seen the letter f  number 4 and letters ny mean anything  to you? seems i m getting bits and pieces  here each time i trying..  almost like a puzzel

Hey Lunar:

 

First of all, I can see where the confusion is coming from when others are trying to read for you.  You have many spirits around you (I see 15 of them), and they are all talking at once.  So what I did was give each of them a number, and then called each by number.  They were not happy about it, but they did listen due to they wanted to give you messages.

 

So this is what came to me by your Spirit Guides, etc.

 

First of all, this granny person is your main guide.  She is there to watch over you and yours.  She is very mother henish, so she is very protective.  When someone tries to read you, she blocks it because she wants you to learn on your own.  Her and I had a 2 hour conversation on free will, free choice, and respect.  After that the reading continued.

 

"You are a great healer as well as spiritual counselor.  Others see you as you really are, some will tell you, others will not.  But always remember that you are of Spirit, and Spirit is always there for you.  Just ask for assistance and it is there. 

 

In regards to being boxed in, that is Grandma Lauren doing that.  That is the name that she goes by, so call her that.  Mother Hen syndrome. LOL.

 

The reason that you also feel boxed in is because you are going through a holding period after a lesson is learned.  It needs time to aclimate to your energies.  When that is over, everything will fall into place again.

 

Meditation will be your greatest asset for now, due to the healing energies that you will be receiving.  Take your time as well.  Rushing will not help.

 

Grandfather is also telling me to relay this to you: "Slow Down!!!"

 

Hopefully this has helped you.  If I receive anything else, I will pass it along.  Now that I got connected with Grandma Lauren, she will probably be coming to me for you.

 

Walk In Balance,

 

Silver RavenSpirit

i though i read you befor but it isnt here i will try  to read you first you are hare to read  because when it comes right dowen to it you dont realy want people to know what you are thinking  this is a protection you have built over time which is natural we all build protections  our minds need protecting from time to time and so it builds up protections yours  is a mask you ware and it is extreamly hard for you to take it off   i think you see to much  you know to much   i would love to see a picture with your mask dowen because i think what is behind the mask is worth seeing   it is also posible that this mask interfers with your relationships  people get mixed fealings a bout what you need or want from them  there is a saidness in your eyes and a look that says you are trying so hard to take the mask off  your eyes are at the same time drawing me in and pushing me away  even though you want to be read there is a part of you that doesent want to be read   you are of two minds  there is also a saidness in your lips and that same determanation not to show it  it is like you want to speak but havent found your voice or your power although you have a great strength within you i think you know that             it feels like you are lying on a pillow of love and strength  someone watches over you            well thats all for now   i will kep you in my prayers   let me know how i did

hi i had to come back i read something else and it has kept me awake  thinking adout it  this time i no what i have to say so i went a head and read what everyone else had to say i dont read aneything aneyone has ritten befor i do my reading so it doesent interfear with my reading          so this is what has been on my mind  it has to do with those protections you hav built it is actualy built partely by the subconices and the conchice mind sorie forthe  bad spelling  i hope you can still understand what i said   the reason you have such a hard time taking that mask off is because there is a nother protection over the mask and it is also over your hands your head dowen and over your heart it is clear i can see through it     it ia about 1 inch thick    it is made up ove silince and stillness        you also have inside your mind a young you who is encased  in this same 1 inch thickness of silence and stillness she lookes to be asleep  even though i cant see through this protection it is a part of the protection you know ware    what this tells me it that as a child you went through some kind of trama that changed your world shook your thinking changed who you were  and you never got over it compleatly    so you raped your self up     i dont know what the trama was there could of been more than one       i see this silence in people who have been abused but that doesent explain the stillnes so i think this all has to do with your gifts psyckic gifts             as children these gifts can be very friting especaualy if we cant talk to some one who understands and can help us through         i can give you an example from my owen past that might help you understand  what i am trying to tell you                when i was 2 and a half something happened that shatered my world as i knew it    befor that i had felt no seperation from my parents and brother i actualy thought we were some how one being because i could feel there emotions of love and suceraty i could see inside them as i saw insede my self and i asumed that they could do the same it never ocured to me that they couldent feel the love i sent them emotionaly or mentaly     one day  while out side my mom filled a pool with water and sat my brother in it i was standing it the water we were all playing with the water  than my mother turned and walked away i was stuned and confused  how could she leave whan she knew my brother was going to dround with out her there this feeling was so over powering  i cant explain just how powerful it was  so i got scared for the first time i went after my mom i dident get far and i felt like i was chocking drowening  i turened around and my brother wae face dowen in the pool   i tryed to pick him up but i wasent strong enough so i grabed him by the hair and pulled his head out of the water and put my other hand under his chin to hold him above the watter and i rember just screaming for my mom   she came and picked him out of the water and i couldent move untill i knew he was fine   than i was hit with a truth i wasent ready to learn  that we werent one being that they couldent feel from me what i could feel from them  I WAS ALONE  dowen here and i fell on my botom and looked to the sky and beged to be taken back home ware i came from and since that day i cant truly say i realy want to be here so after that silence covered me for almost my hole life the rest is a very long storie   i still have that little girl inside me i can feel her there seperate yet a part of me she is unraped and runes around insid me she is free   so you need to heal your little girl inside of you set her free and than you will be free to and the protection of silence and stillness will lift off you  and than you will be able to take that mask off when you want to    being on line here is a good opertunity for you  but you must find a way to talk about all that has happened to you throught out your life because talking and more talking and the more you talk to people who can understand what you have to say will help you thats what saved me     i hope this makes sence to you and helps in some small way       thankyou for giving me the pleasure of reading your picture  there is so much good in you it touches me          so god bless you and yours and i will keep you in my prayers        

see you arent so hard to read as you thought or so hard to understand to someone who is realy looking for the real you   there is soo much good in you no one could wape that away from you    you shine   i will keep you in my prayers keep shining keep strong   i feel like i know you very well   i like what i see     love and light and god bless you