Mountain Meeting   I had a deep experience this weekend.  I was especially sad about Blackie, a pet I have a very special bond with, dying.  I held the emotion from this event in my chest and could not let it go  The anquish continued to collect like a large ball in my chest that would just not release.  Finally this weekend, I just fell asleep.  My boyfriend said that I said something to him, lay down and just instantly and unexpectedly fell asleep.  My sleep lasted for several hours.  While sleeping, I had a very clear dream that I was sitting on my mountain.  It was lovely.  I felt good. I was looking into the bowl of the valley and there were things all over it. There were cars, construction equipment, chairs, and lots of other little things.  While I was enjoying my mountain, a powerful man came dressed in robes and a carrying a septre.  He could be a Pope, and Emperor, or even God.  I did not have to look directly at him to see him, because he was everywhere.  I did not see him well enough to describe him exactly though.  He sat down at my right side and looked into the valley with me. He gestured to the valley and said that I must get all that stuff together and hooked onto the large, black locomotive engine that was also down there.  The locomotive had to pull it all to the mountain pass on our right hand side.  He gestured to the mountain pass.  I was immediately amused because this was an impossible task.  There was an amazing amount of stuff down there! He was amused at my amusement of his warning.  (I took his not getting angry as him being truly powerful.  A lesser power being would be angry at my little feeling.)  So he smiled a little and spoke about free will.  "We always have a choice," he said.  I was happy about that still relaxing back in my chair.  He added, "Of course if you do not get all this together and through the pass, you will die."  This made me a bit less amused. I did not feel horrified, I felt more like I was interrupted on my 15 minute break.  I got up, went down into the valley and grabbed the largest piece of equipment.  It was a giant dump truck.  I dragged it over to the train with one hand, leaning forward, and the front hand free.  It hooked up nicly.  I looked back, and all the other large equipment pieces were already hooked on in place behind it.  So then I went to the chairs.  I picked one up and put it behind the equipment string.  As I did this, other beings whom I could not see, also moved the other chairs.  So by me placing one chair, all the others came into place.  It was easier than I thought.  I looked at all the smaller things, then I awoke.   I did feel better when I woke up and the large ball of anguish in my chest was finally released.   ---Evonne on the Mountain

Sent: 9/26/2002 11:08 AM

Mountain Meeting Part 2   Kellog_bluff  says: so, what are your questions?   *·._.·´¯*·.€vØnn£ tH�?§TØrÂ¥t€lL£r*·._.·´¯*·. says: What is the death warning?  I do not comprehend it.   Kellog_bluff  says: gnaaaaaa - cmon Kellog_bluff  says: this one is as simple as the pimple on my bootat   *·._.·´¯*·.€vØnn£ tH�?§TØrÂ¥t€lL£r*·._.·´¯*·. says: Stuff in the valley, sure.  but not death because of it.  jeez.   Kellog_bluff  says: cmon   *·._.·´¯*·.€vØnn£ tH�?§TØrÂ¥t€lL£r*·._.·´¯*·. says: It is not like I am suicidal over Blackie, I am just sad.   Kellog_bluff  says: ok - penelope Kellog_bluff  says: you're not just sad - your blocked   *·._.·´¯*·.€vØnn£ tH�?§TØrÂ¥t€lL£r*·._.·´¯*·. says: So?  I would die?  Lots of people get blocked.    Kellog_bluff  says: ok - at what part of the story did your insight take a powder? Kellog_bluff  says: (front door)? Kellog_bluff  says: ok ok ok   *·._.·´¯*·.€vØnn£ tH�?§TØrÂ¥t€lL£r*·._.·´¯*·. says:  ? *·._.·´¯*·.€vØnn£ tH�?§TØrÂ¥t€lL£r*·._.·´¯*·. says:  lol   Kellog_bluff  says: ok - here we go. Kellog_bluff  says: just pay atttention.... Kellog_bluff  says: dont talk unless spoken to first. Kellog_bluff  says: can ya handle that? Kellog_bluff  says: (your turn)   *·._.·´¯*·.€vØnn£ tH�?§TØrÂ¥t€lL£r*·._.·´¯*·. says: yes   Kellog_bluff  says: we go to the mountain. Kellog_bluff  says: this is your place. Kellog_bluff  says: right?   *·._.·´¯*·.€vØnn£ tH�?§TØrÂ¥t€lL£r*·._.·´¯*·. says: Right.     Kellog_bluff  says: in this place - is where your power is; your insight is; your vulnerability is; your essence is. Kellog_bluff  says: right?   *·._.·´¯*·.€vØnn£ tH�?§TØrÂ¥t€lL£r*·._.·´¯*·.: (Big pause.) *·._.·´¯*·.€vØnn£ tH�?§TØrÂ¥t€lL£r*·._.·´¯*·. says: right.   Kellog_bluff  says: (if ya can't say yes or no to a yes/no question ...don't answer until you can) Kellog_bluff  says:  so - in the place where beauty lives - there's a valley. Kellog_bluff  says: valleys are always lower than mountains. Kellog_bluff  says: the runoff from a mountain creates a valley. Kellog_bluff  says: anything that can't "hang" on the mountain - goes to the valley. Kellog_bluff  says: excess water. Kellog_bluff  says: crumbling rock Kellog_bluff  says: erosion. Kellog_bluff  says: in the spiritual place - valleys are where things are places that don't need to be on the  mountain. Kellog_bluff  says: think - mountain -high - valley - low. Kellog_bluff  says: spirit(beauty) - high Kellog_bluff  says: material (fat) - low Kellog_bluff  says: freedom(high) - Kellog_bluff  says: jobs, weights(low) Kellog_bluff  says: in the Spirit (freedom) - we aren't burdened by things we have to do. Kellog_bluff  says: material things. Kellog_bluff  says: are obstructions to freedom. Kellog_bluff  says: valley is your perception of where all these material burdens are being placed. Kellog_bluff  says: below your mountain. Kellog_bluff  says: along comes the power broker. Kellog_bluff  says: representing a greater cause - a stronger sense - than you. Kellog_bluff  says: being at your right - is representing the clear essence. Kellog_bluff  says: the freedom - the light. Kellog_bluff  says: rather than at your left - Kellog_bluff  says: the weight - the responsibility and burden - Kellog_bluff  says: he is what you want to be - Kellog_bluff  says: (not realizing you are already so) Kellog_bluff  says: so he is garbed accordingly. Kellog_bluff  says: the little engine that could - is a very powerful image for you. Kellog_bluff  says: you've carried it here as well. Kellog_bluff  says: it represents stamina,,,,capability,,,,nerve,,,,,resolve Kellog_bluff  says: all things you value in yourself. Kellog_bluff  says: so you have it here as the mechanism for action. Kellog_bluff  says: your engine - is your resolve at performance. Kellog_bluff  says: your quick judgment of impossible tasks reflects your preference to quick assessment rather than calm assessments... Kellog_bluff  says: part of the reason the task seemed impossible,' Kellog_bluff  says: being in your freedom place - you should know by now that nothing is impossible there. Kellog_bluff  says: especially if you have the power broker at your right. Kellog_bluff  says: death defies you. Kellog_bluff  says: even in the place of freedom - it still mystifies you. Kellog_bluff  says: and frightens you due to it's immensity. Kellog_bluff  says: the power man explains a way for you to look past it... Kellog_bluff  says: by way of accomplishment. Kellog_bluff  says: in your place of freedom --- death is not a loss. Kellog_bluff  says: death is a delay. Kellog_bluff  says: it means you lose freedom Kellog_bluff  says: freedom to move on. Kellog_bluff  says: freedom to extend your perception and power. Kellog_bluff  says: it means you get lost in the material world of gain and loss. Kellog_bluff  says: and lust and attraction and possessiveness Kellog_bluff  says: death means you have to stay here. Kellog_bluff  says: death - is weight. Kellog_bluff  says: when you  dream about death in your place of freedom. Kellog_bluff  says: by accomplishing that which you assume to be impossible - you break that chain. Kellog_bluff  says: the understanding - comes after the accomplishment. Kellog_bluff  says: It was hardly simple - Kellog_bluff  says: but it was easier than you thought. Kellog_bluff  says: by using one large technique/tool - you can use many. Kellog_bluff  says: by working on one difficult task/project - many will help you. Kellog_bluff  says: you have to loosen the attachments of the world to break the chain you have placed in your space of freedom. Kellog_bluff  says: not just sadness...... Kellog_bluff  says: you're missing the company of a friend - you're not sad that he left. Kellog_bluff  says: he's better where he is - and you know this. Kellog_bluff  says: but your selfishness triggered the other problems weighing you down. Kellog_bluff  says: thus the trip to the mountain and the visit by the power broker. Kellog_bluff  says: ......you are exceedingly fortunate to have such clear msgs. Kellog_bluff  says: i suspect you are spoiled by it all. Kellog_bluff  says: when you were crazy - you were more insightful. Kellog_bluff  says: now that things are looking up a bit - you're getting sloppy. Kellog_bluff  says: you seem to need a bit of pain to stay focused. Kellog_bluff  says: not everything is a joke....but everything has humor. Kellog_bluff  says: ~~~~~~~~