Hi Martine

 

I don't think it is anything to worry about and I will explain why.

 

You are reading for me for the Readathon and my stepdaughter is actually in the local mental hospital. She is going to be there on and off for as long as she lives to be honest. She has been a strain for me lately and I feel that that is what you may have picked up on. Lovely way to show how you have connected with my mad world, LOL.

 

I also feel that your beautiful lady could have been an Angel asking you to trust in them.

 

Love Nova xxxxxxxxxx 

wow Jean, thanks for that!  I have been thinking long and hard on your for hte last week and well, it makes so much sense to me now!  Also got some bruising issues and miraines, very bad ones in relation to thinking about you but I will get nto greater detail on your board....

Martine

I'll jsut add - although i agree that maybe you are picking up on Nova for her readathion- but also there coul dbe a message for you in there Martine.  Are you worrying away at something, wanting it one way when it is another that you are not happy with?  Are you trying to force the issue maybe? well if you loet go and go with the flow, you maybe might get a diffferent perspective on it, and see that its maybe a lot better how it is than you thought?

 

Just a thought, i t came to me as I read your post and it was really strong.....probably another one of those messages that spirit bring us here that is to be shared - so well done!

 

Love Erika xxxxxxx

I just read your other post in Chazz's song thread......and would definately say this dream is a meessage for you as well as for NOva darlin' I kno wit might be hard to accept it all, but have a think and see if you can 'let go' of your expectations.

 

It will all work out in the end darling.

 

Love Erika xxxxxxxxxxxx

You know Jadie, I was telling my friend Anna (the one you met) and she said the very same thing you did.  She too feels that the meaning definatley has to do with my spiritual development.  I also think there could be a connection to the whole adoption thing too as Erika has mentioned.  I htink bottom line is that I need to remove myself form some old way of thinking or being and need to understand that I am in a different place rightnow and well, I can't go back.  That it's not bad where I am now and htere is no need to go back there.  to forget it and accept where i am and well, things will only get better from there....

 

thanks everyone for your feedback

 

Martine