READING SOME OF THE MAILS I THINK IT,S TIME TO GO INTO THIS "POWER" THING AGAIN, TO ME WE ARE ALL BORN WITH A ENERGY FEILD AROUND US, THIS IS CONNECTED TO A DIVINE SOURCE ( FRUED CALLED THIS PSYCHIC ENERGY OR LIBIDO, JUNG SAW IT AS I DO IN A SPIRITUAL SENSE) MANY PEOPLE , WOMEN AS WELL AS MEN, ARE LOW FOR VARIOUS REASONS IN THIS ENERGY, TO COMPENSATE THEY ATTEMPT TO DRAIN OFF ANOTHERS ENERGY (POWER) ABUSE REDUCES US TO NOT HUMAN BEINGS BUT QUIVERING WRECKS, YET , IT GIVES THE ABUSER A BOOST , BECAUSE AS HE/SHE SEES YOU BECOMING MORE AND MORE NERVOUSE , HE/SHE GETS A HIGH , SIMPLY BECAUSE YOUR , STATE OF WEAKNESS , MAKES HIM /HER FEEL GREAT.......... TODAY TO BE FAIR , WE LIVE IN A "MUST HAVE" WORLD , THERE IS CONSTANT PRESSURE ON US TO BUY ALL THE LATEST GADGETS, OF COURSE , (MEN ESPECIALY, ARE SOOOO IMMATURE THAT IF THEY DON,T HAVE THE LATEST GADGET AND GET TAKEN THE PISS OUT OF AT WORK) SOOO OFTEN COME HOME TO KICK THE DOG ........YOU...... TO BE FAIR OTHER WOMEN ARE ALSO CAPABLE OF DOING THIS TO YOU. SO, HOW DO WE LEARN TO AVOID THIS, WE DECIDE , TO DRAW UP A CHALK LINE OF WHAT WE WILL NOT PUT UP WITH, WE LEARN TO CENTRE OURSELVES , ONLY WE CAN DO THIS , BY PUTTING ASIDE HALF AN HOUR EACH DAY, TO GROUND OURSELVES (I WILL ASK SUE AND GLO TO PUT IN SOME GROUNDING EXERCISES) WE LEARN VERY SLOWLY (BABY STEPS) TO ACCEPT US FOR WHAT WE ARE WARTS AND ALL, WHILE REALISING WE ARE BEING THE BEST WE CAN BE. WE SUROUND OURSELVES WITH THE FAMILY POW ...... WHO NEVER PUT US DOWN ......ALL THIS TAKES , TIME, AND EFFORT, BUT WE DO GET THERE. |