bev i completly understand this one, my mother used to do this, then 30 yrs down the line she had the death we all want instant painless, no you are not bad , it,s healthy to feel anger , now ,as our sue said what i feel for my mum is pity, pity at the waste of a life, if only she could have been different , but maybe she did the best she could with the life she had , i know she taught me much of what ...not.... to be/do, for that thank you mum. xxxxx |