| Started it today because i am quite low. I had a flash back a couple of weeks ago, where everything crashed. At a night bbq, with a b.t worker and his finacee, who reminded me of people that robin used to know. I literally felt taken back to hysteria, I felt got at, spoken down to, undermined. I displayed actions that robin would have i think, I punched the man twice in the face. Then went on to smash my bag up, while shouting hysterically. And broke my phone! He was saying he was going to press charges, and also adviced the man that i was with that he could do sooo much better. I went to the doctors and told him about it, i have gone onto anti-depressents again. I've been on them for a month, and they aren't nice for me at all. I have got a social worker to help me as well. I called them because i was finding that i am unable to cope with everything. The social worker spoke to the school, and what came back was bad about me. My son is a sensitive and lovely boy, my mother does all she can to help me, and i am useless, neglectful, lazy. Yesterday I went to the doctors on an emergency, as i was still feeling unable to cope, and really not able to do anything, feel anything, just disengaged with life, and not seeing anything positive in anything, or able to see anything getting any better. Kids dad is going to see if he can get some unpaid time off work, so either one or both of them can stay with him for a while. | 
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