Wondering Why?
Feeling lost, spaced out of control,
Who in my life has the lead role?
Thoughts in my head making me cry,
I sit here at night wondering why?
The pain that I'm feeling, won't go away,
It doesn't matter, what anyone will say.
Tell me to move on, forgive and forget,
Could you, I ask, I doubt it I'd bet!
Reliving the pain as I go to sleep,
Memories in my head, I'll always keep.
Trying to work out, what can I do?
As I write my story, I'm telling you!
The pain and the sorrow, of a child Abused,
The feelings of always being used.
The loss of control, as he takes his belt,
The feelings of helplessness that I felt.
The Child in my life crying each night,
Living a life, that was full of fright.
A mother unable, to protect us at all,
A mother unable, to stop our downfall.
A mother who wanted, a man in her life,
A mother who's children, lived with the strife.
A child in the end fucked up, insecure,
A child who has days of feeling unsure.
An adult who now tries hard not to cry,
As I sit here each day, wondering why!
By Kathy
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