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'I'm asking why?'

My feelings are valid, to me they are real!

My feelings unfortunately, depend how I feel!

One moment happy, the next can be sad,

As I remember the times that were sad!

Cowering in corners, trying to escape,

Uttering nothing, no sounds I make.

If I stay quiet, me he won't find,

Maybe when Mum's home, she will be kind?

Wishful thinking from a child of just five,

Often wishing, I wasn't alive!

Dreading the moment, when he came back,

Sitting there silently, losing track.

Soon he will call me, 'dinner is ready',

My heart beating faster, got to be steady.

Know if I don't finish, eating it today,

He will force feed me, do it his way.

I'll choke and I'll gag, he'll shout and scream,

which ever way I do it, will not be seen.

Because no one beleives my childhood of hell,

They all thought he was good, he hid EVIL so well!

Now as I remember those painful days,

I clearly recall, ALL of his evil ways.

My feelings plunge to the depths of dispair,

As I look around me, glad he's NOT there!

But the feelings remain, timid and shy,

Scared of that man! Now I'm asking WHY?

By Kathy

absoloutly beautiful poem!

you poured your heart and soul into than and tis so ncie

kathy please don't ask the question y...what ahs happened to you has made you the person you are. every sindgle little bit or huge bit it all makes you and i bet that you are the most wonderful woman ever, so kind hearted and always trying to ehlp if you can. so don't think why think thank you, this man through his EVIL made you the most wonderful person ever!

so don't loose hope and think why me, because bad thigns often have many good effects!

and i can assure there are many people who would never want to change you, you shouldnt want to change you either

((our kathy))) 1st you have every right to wonder why? when someone hurts us , and we don,t deserve it we all ask why? it,s logical, only problem is , we have to accept often we will never get a answer, so if this is the case remember please, this is a "memory" painful yes , but... do you let this man win , by living the "memory" ???or do you make a decision that as you are deffinately "the better person" each time the memory surfaces , you will accept it for what it is , a memory , let it float away , replace it by each time it comes immediatly "switch your mind to a happy memory ( find a happy memory write it down until it becomes embedded)remember the mind is a tool we.......can....... re program it, love you kathy rusty

its hard to try and find out WHY...cus sometimes even they dont know WHY.. xxx

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