Tell My story for you!
Sitting here sad and feeling alone,
Even though I'm not, I'm in the zone!
Bad dreams and nightmares, begin to engulf,
The time has come, I've had enough.
It's time to be open, time to be true,
About what they did to me and you!
But honesty hurts, the words are hard,
Its seems right now I've been dealt a card!
A message to send, words to say,
Would I have, it any other way?
Am I strong enough to take this route?
Can I really make a difference, on me its put!
If I'm open about all the things they did,
To me when I was just a kid.
Can I cope with the judgements, cope with the looks,
Do I tell them all, it's in my books?
Will telling my story, really help at all?
Or am I just heading for a mighty fall?
Will people judge, snigger and snear?
Do I really care? I have my friends here.
I know that I did nothing wrong, I was not at fault,
So I want to lock them all in a vault.
Prevent them from hurting anyone else,
Clear all the nightmares from my self.
So be open and honest, regardless of pain,
Many others of you, have done the same.
Its my way forward, to hurt no more,
Another task another chore!
This time I benefit, and many more too,
I'll openly tell my story for you!
By Kathy