It happened sometime during the end of my senior year. It could have been earlier than that or much later--I am really not sure now.

I was laying in bed that night, very quietly, because my brother was asleep. I hadn't been in bed long, though. I don't go to sleep immediatly--never have and I doubt I ever will. The night has always been a time of restlessness for me, even as a child, and now as an adult.

I was wide awake and not in the least bit tired at all that night. I remember laying there, and, at one point, my mind went numb, and I sort of went limp---a combination of tense and limp, if that makes any sense. It was like I was aware, yet not aware---meaning I was aware, but on the outside, and skimming surface, I was numbed.

I remember staring blank like at the area near my window. I suddenly could see a green light gathering---a strange green light the color of new leaves. The darkness became darker, thicker---like heavy smoke. The green light did the same. What stunned me was the fact that the way the green light fell, it came from the sky, and there were no sources of the green light, because all the lights outside the building were white. I could see the white light clearly--very clearly--and I knew the people across the way were asleep, and they were mostly elderly or babies---so no green light could come from them. Apart from that, it was the wrong angle as well.

I remember I was numbed--paralyized like--so I wasn't really moving. I was watching that corner of my room get like heavy smoke--liquid smoke. It glided over and it was looking at me.

It looked...it was tall...with darkness wrapped around it. I'm not sure what the green light was about, but I reember seeing it. I don't remember where it came from. I couldn't distinguish a face...no eyes...just spaces. I could see it energy around him--or what I thought to be energy--around him, sparkled dots in the darkness of my room, with the street light streaming in---many sparkled dots...but I see those all the time. I remember feeling it...A little cold...yet...I don't remember much else about that...I only remember staring at the darkness...tall...in the vague shape of a person...I remember it as more than one, but those were in the background...small...only that forefront thing kept my attention....coming towards me...standing over me...

Then, for some reason, I saw that I was on my other side now. I don't remember moving to my other side at all. Prehaps I did, and the numb state simply didn't allow me to register it? Yes, I suppose that could be correct.

I could see the green light then...it wasn't ecactly reflecting off my metal frame bed, but more like it was painting it. Again, I could see clearly the light from the street lamps. The green light, it's angle, came downward, suggesting that the source came from my ceiling. I remember being more numbed now.

It didn't hurt at all. I wasn't trying to move. I thought about it, but the thoughts seemed to simply drift away from me. I simply stared at the green light, feeling my arms thrown out before me under the covers.

Then I felt it.

The pressure--like a hand pressing against the area between my shoulder blades. It didn't stop there, though. The pressure from that hand, I could feel all over my entire back.

I felt it against my back, like somethign trying to force it's way into me. It was the entire back where I felt it, not just a small peice. I then had a pressure in my head...like something outside forcing it's way in.

I could feel vibrations in my head then...small vibrations---the type you'd get from words...soft words that echo...It was like many echos...more than one...

I felt the pressure then...through my body...and I felt that sensation of a hand again...but now there was another on my leg...

I fought. I pushed back at the pressure in my mind. I struggled, and I resisted...

I felt the vibrations again...

...and...for some reason...

I sighed...and gave in. I felt the pressure go through my head...my mind...Then I felt something go into me...and settle like a light weight rock. in my torso...it curled and was heavy there...I felt it throughout me...but in that spot particulary.

Since then, I've not been able to remember certain things clearly. I only know they've happened because of others that I shared the experience with. There are other things that happened--like my abilities going haywire, or simply vanishing to me. I can no longer sink---as in go into a trance at will, if I so choose. I keep sinking down and it's like a solid rock there...keeping me from the place I used to be able to access without troubles.