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   |  |  From:   Andyhunt74  (Original Message) | Sent: 2/26/2008 9:23 PM |   
Hello     Please I know it sounds selfish but I really need prayers right now.  My faith these last couple of months has been severely tested.  I'm torn I pray every night that Jacob is happy and free from his suffering wherever he may be.  I'm finding it really hard to believe we do live on somewhere else I talk to god and to Jacob every night I just hope they hear me but without confirmation it's really hard to believe.  I miss him and I just wish I could believe fully with no doubts whats so ever.  I'm in a place where I don;t see the point in getting dressed, I get angry over such silly things  So if you could spare a sec or two to pray for me and for Jacob and for Joshua so he'll understand why mummy's stressed at the moment I would really appreciate it.  Thank you   |  
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   |  |  | From: MomOf4 | Sent: 2/27/2008 7:15 PM |   
|   Dear Andrea...I can certainly understand your frustrations.  But, don't doubt for a second that God is taking care of Jacob and that he is well, and whole, and that he is happy.  I know that it is easy to loose faith..but, we must never let go of our faith.  Without my faith, I never could have made it through loosing my son.  Please know that I am here for you, but, more importantly.....God is there also.  And, he is watching over your Jacob, just as he is my Bobby.  I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.  I hope that you find the peace that you are seeking.  May God hold you real tight.  Love and hugs....Rean  |  
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|      Dear Andrea....my thoughts and prayers are with you, Jacob and Joshua during this difficult time. Your grief is still in it's early stage and I believe your anger is because you don't understand why this has happened to you and your family. I felt the same way, and I asked God over and over again.....why us? I don't know what lies beyond this earth after we die, but I don't believe God would take the most precious gift he could possibly give us and dispose of it as if it had no value what-so-ever. I'm sure he needed you're Jacob as he did Rean's Bobby and my Andy. I use to be very angry with God now, I am thankful that he let us have Andy for 17 years. I will pray that you find peace and gentle healing Andrea. You and your son joshua deserve that. Remember that we are always here if you need to talk or need a shoulder to cry on.  Hugs...Shannon  |  
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Every night I pray for you. I know how hard this is. I had my faith tested too[ everyone feels that way I'm sure.} I just keep telling my self that Benny wants to see me. and that he is just waiting his time having fun w/ my mother and my aunt[ his Nana Rose]. That I will meet them again when it's my time and not before. Its really the only thing that has keep me sane these past three years[ ^].I have no problem sharing a second or a minute for you. Cyber hugs.... LIS  |  
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