Mary,my daughter is here with her boyfriend. I applied to ALL the HUD and other subsidize housing I could with the help of a social worker. There is nothing open for 2-6 months. I have 2 weeks.

  I am going to go to WA to a friends house.She has a bed and bath in her basement, the stair will be super hard to get up,but I will take it very slow with my cane.

My daughters said I could go to a nursing home. NO WAY! I worked at one in a good area for years. They are depressing and smelly and horrible if you are mentally aware like I am. That is NOT a choice to me.

Mary is getting worse and worse...it is actually scarry and I am sure in time she would be violent. But I will be gone. For a time Heather,the older daughter was nice and empathic....she said she would take me in but her husband doesn't want me there. She said if I moved within 2 hours of her she would food shop for me once a month. Even though I could go to a nursing home in her state and be there temperary until I found a HUD apt. I do not want to be there. Mary is moving 2 hours away from Heather. And Mary is wrapping Heather around her finger with lies and manipulation. Mary is lieing so much that resently she says one thing in the morning and another in the afternoon about the same subject to me.

I just thought today that it would be best for me to move away from them. I have tried the past few years to heal our relationships. I bent over backwards and it seems they will find the smallest thing and make it huge and condemn me.

I do not want that anymore. I wanted us all to get along,but they just won't let it happen.

  I can't bring my cat,Snowball and that is the hardest part. He was abandoned 4 times before me and it took 2=3 yrs before he warmed up to me and now he sleep on me 24/7. He even goes eat when I go eat. I love him alot. But I thought about it and talked to friends about it and I do not want to put him in a shelter....he would be soo upset. He is sooo sensitive and skitish. I want to find someone to take him until I have my own place,but no luck so far.

  It is hard for me to understand how Mary can be sooooooooo cold and mean to me and not even see it???? Can you help me understand this?!

She brought me to church with her boyfriend and she really acts like she is so into God. Her boyfriend want s agood christian woman and thinks he found one. HUH! I feel bad for him..he seems nice.

  I have to sell all my belongings. I think estate sale people can do this? Any thoughts? I have such a short time.

Thank God for my friend in Spokane. The saddest to me is my cat. Then having to sell all my stuff that I will never be able to afford again on SSI. Then moving.

 

I stopped breathing last week and woke up and it took like 30 sec. to start breathing.I was so scarred. And the doctor told me I should go to ER. But I didn't because I had to keep doing applications for an apt. I am so physically worn out. And mentally stressed. Mary....who is all new outfits and her man takes her out daily for lunch and dinner as I eat noodles...told me over and over how broke they are and is so stressed. what a joke. He has a 3 bed. home on 9 acres in TX and this is hers now too. She is trying to talk him into killing his dog so she can have her cat.WOW!

  Heather....I think her problem is she believe Mary about everything and she cow-cows to her husband.

   I do need to move away and start a live without them. It is sad but true. I know both my husbands are very Narcissitic and the 2nd one is also a P. Mary acts just like the 2nd husband. She became so bad he tried to hire someone to kill me. So I moved across country.

  I called social services for abuse and the woman that came out was so mean. She did nothing. I couldn't believe it.

   In the beginning I was so angry at Mary. Now I am so sad about all this. I would NEVER treat anyone the way she treats me. I do not understand how she can justify all she has done to me. It IS abusive.

  They froze my money because Mary was my payee. I understand this..but at the same time it has put me in a more difficult situation.I need the money to move.

I have to wait to august to get my check. I might not have to then. Who knows,mary could go anytime. And she didn't pay rent or call the landlord,so we might be evicted. She said she would call but hasn't. I tried to call myself but the number I found in Marys room doesn't work.

If any of you are Christian..please pray for me.

And please enlighten me how my daughter Mary can be sooo mean and think she isn't.