I totally understand Applesauce
And I am not too sure about forgiveness and what it means
But that letter seems shallow to me - like you only coloured her world "black"
My P died - whether I forgave him or not - he died
They are manipulative people - I am sure you know her much better than you can ever explain
And I bet down deep you still love what she was once
But she has run around and around and disrupted your life and only you know how much
Whoever said "burn the next letter" had it right - but depending on how badly her letters cut you - read it first - you can always off-load it as you have hear
Sparky