Dear Hurtsomuch

        I hear you pain and certainly can relate to it.. My daughter is 29 and sounds so much like your daughte... it does hurt so... I am relitively new to knowing how messed up my daughter is.. knew something was wrong for many years.. heard the term narcissist a year ago but only recently looked it all up.. I have done little more than cry for the last week... hold on to yourself and take care Liertha

Do we have the same child?

 

I had to cut my daughter out of my life the last 2 yrs as her sick personality was making me ill. It took her aligning with her bio father in a slander fest in court (he never paid childsupport and was trying to get out of it) before I realized how sick they both were.

 

When he lost in court, last year, he attacked me in the parking lot and stabbed me repeatively before the deputies were able to stop him and place him under arrest. He even tried to blame me for it at his arrainment. Pretty sick huh? He has just recently been charged, offically, with attempted murder, and will hopefully go away for a long time, 25 to life.

 

My daughter never once tried to contact me as I lay in the hospital for months last year, not even to see if I survived or not.

 

My only regret is the loss of my 14 yr old grandson. She has not allowed him to contact me at all for a long time. I can't even send him a birthday card. We share the same birthday and were very close. I raised him the first 5 yrs of his life. He was my baby. It breaks my heart.

 

My present husband, of 8 yrs,  has been my rock. I shudder to think where I would be without him and my youngest son, now 19. They are my protectors and are always ready with hugs and support.

I thank God daily for both of them.

 

Welcome to our group, you will find only support and affirmation here. You are not a monster nor is any of what you have been through you fault.

 

Love,

Jeannie