Hi Genie, what a situation you have. You cant turn your back and if you did and anything happened you would never forgive yourself. You need all the energy you have to get through this....and I believe you will. Although an end to it all is not in immediate sight you will find strength to cope with whatever is thrown at you.You have your family to support you and everyone here.

Hang on in there! You are coping so well. Take care.

Zin