Joana I understand... all too well! My son has been in the court ordered program for 2 months and just now decides to call CPS on us AGAIN. Two months where everything SEEMED to be going much smoother. Up until he realized I wasn't budging on my rules. He wants to come back in to my house he has the same rules as before. He didn't like that AT ALL. SO..... Same charges as the last three times, and the last three times were closed and labeled unfounded. I've had it. I pressed charges on him Friday for false charges and playing with the system. It's a felony. I'm done playing around. My 7 year old was visited by CPS this time on his FIRST day of second grade! I'm so mad I'm spitting nails! Now his new teacher that doesn't know us is watching him like a hawk, and asking him questions that upset him on a daily basis!
So yes, when he is arrested for these ADULT charges, and put in something other than kiddie jail where everyone thinks he's so charming and just misunderstood. But instead put in with others just like him that aren't going to buy his BS I will rejoice. He deserves what he gets. He has no thought or feelings for anyone else. And I think he just might have burned the last remaining good feelings I had for him.
If we could I'd take you out for coffee, and hug the stuffin out of ya! LOL Nope, you are not alone. But most of the 'normals' (people that have never had to deal with anything like this) will not understand your feelings, and will more than likely look down on you for them. Let them! It's only ignorance that causes this reaction, and to be honest I wish I were so blissfully ignorant as they are.
*sigh* But alas we can't be anymore. But take comfort in the fact that I said WE can't be. Not just you! |