Hi Sportsmom!
I haven't posted on here for a very long time,
but your post got to me.
I understand how you feel, as I am doing the similar
type of behaviour.
It seems I HAVE to eat what I shouldn't!
Anything with wheat in it makes my blood sugars soar!
So what do I do? I eat chips, bread, cake, and have gone
out of control. For a long time I was doing great and now
it is like I am on self-destruct. It really scares me, but
it doesn't seem to make me stop.
Maybe we can encourage each other? I have felt like
giving up too.
I am type 2, on metformin.
I crave fruit, but again, it sends my sugars out of control.
Katie
"I know my Redeemer lives!"