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| | From:  Carbinessa (Original Message) | Sent: 3/21/2004 1:12 PM |
hi every1. I guess the reason i'm posting here is b/c i'm h-curious. I'd like to try it out just for the experience but i dunno how to do it safely...or at least how to implement harm reduction strategies. I've heard of people who've never tried scag before who have done a line and then become paraplegic or worse. Eeek.
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HI Heather,
Welcome to HOH. I hope you will keep posting, and I hope it helps you. Cravings are the worst, but hang in and it'll pass. You may want to post on the general board because it usually gets more responses than this board.
All the best,
-Curiosity
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Vinny,
I don't judge anyone and if you say you love heroin and you been doing it for 25yrs I guess you do have the right to express how you feel about the drug and that you don't plan on stopping but where you turn this from your right to express yourself into a YOU SHOULD USE HEROIN commercial and telling people that they ought to give it a try and I believe imo that this outright irresponsible as you get people passing through this site that just may be on the edge and a comment such as yours could be the difference in them making that potential fatal move.
May God Bless you and help you in your decisions.
Claude
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Date: 10/08/04 11:59:19
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Hi Carbinessa - glad to hear from you! If you're only interested in a 1-time experience, then just GO for it. Buy yourself a nickle or dime bag, and just snort it. It'll be a FANTASTIC experience (guaranteed)! But, frankly, I have to tell you that that 1 experience will likely be more than you can handle. Using heroin, whether by snorting, smoking, or shooting, is HIGHLY addictive (not to mention extremely pleasurable). In my opinion, just "trying it" once, is more than enough to "hook" you permanently. (I've been there). Do I still smoke & shoot? You BET I do - for well over 25 years! Please make sure that this is something that you really want to do for the rest of your life, before trying it, because once you've tried it, you'll probably never want to go back (or be able to). This is an intensely personal decision, of course. Would love to hear from you again . . .
Vinny
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Save yourself alot of grief and misery and just shoot yourself in the head right now. Because Heroin use will get you there sooner or later. IT IS NOT COOL. THERE IS NO SAFE WAY TO DO IT ONLY ONCE. DON'T LET THEM LIE TO YOU. (your addicted friends that is) It's like Russian roulette. You'll never know when it's going to the fatal hit. If the drugs don't kill you, the lifestyle will. I to thought it was exciting and "cool", but 24 years later and hating the life I was living, I wished I had never tried that first shot. It's easier to stay clean that it is to get clean. Some of us never get to make that choice again. You can make that choice now. If you do choose to try it only once, first ask a long time user if they would do it all over again. Not judging, just concerned. |
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| | | From: Curio | Sent: 10/24/2004 3:35 PM |
Thanks...it's not cool, it's not glamourous, and it kills you. |
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the only advice that i can give you is dont do it you aint missing out on nothing trust me, it's took me 20 odd years to realise this but like you i was curious & it fucked me up big time so as it says in narcotics anonymous that 1 is to many & 1000 is never enough so if you have never taken it then dont it just wrecks lives, dont get me wrong its good at first like all drugs but that never lasts, i have lost my brother through overdose so beleive me you aint missing a thing trust me on this 1 |
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| | | From: ©Sha | Sent: 5/31/2005 4:57 PM |
Hi Easynow, Welcome to HofH..good to have you here. Am sorry to hear you lost your brother..many here have lost people near and dear. It never makes sense does it. And no matter how many times you describe to another person what the danger's of using are..even while still actively using oursleves sometimes..it usually goes in one ear and out the other. It's the first hand experience many are bent on having...just like we were. On the other hand if only one hears the message..then that's a good thing. I'm on the methadone program right now..3rd attempt and trying still. Hope to see more posts from you.. Sha |
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 glamorus. and it feels so good  till you get an infection. hey it's romantic too!! and the cops get ya your good for three hots and a cot for 3 plus years |
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The best thing to tell you is to not do it at all. Its risky beyond all
reason. I have witnessed enough overdoses to know that even people whom are well in to addiction can over dose. Its not worth it. I was curious as all get out. I was into the rock seen in LA and was hanging out with all types of people. I had a sponser who was an ex- heroin addict and was mesmorized by some of the things he had said about using it. I went to a party and we watched drugstore cowboys and a movie about the stones. It was sort of a goth party. But I had someone else do me and was not able to do it myself for a long time. I know I threw up a lot we all drank Dr Pepper because they say it makes it easier to throw up and does not taste bad when it comes up.
Ya right.
Well not a week went by and one of the people at the house ODeed everyone was going to leave because they had warrants or did not want to get into trouble. When I showed up the guy was green. I offered to stay there on line with the 911 people they told me to keep his air way open and make sure to give him mouth to mouth so that he got oxegen to the brain. Well they had already tried ice up the butt and giving him a cold shower to no avail no one had tried cpr. Well I dont know if he made it but I never got into trouble for calling.
I was dumped when I odeed at a beerstore in toronto. I was lucky a cop was watching me or I would not be here today. He watched as they dumped me in the parking lot and was able to get me to the OR in time. That was china white. Great high nasty risk. |
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On top of everything I have a huge record and its to embarrasing to me to go fill out an ap for work due to some of my convictions. I am not stupid yet I am onable to get a good paying job. No one wants a felon. The people you end up associating with when your sick or what you will do to get a fix is on real. It is that good that youll want to do it more. On top of everything else you need to watch out for more than just hiv.
Hepatitis does not clean out with bleach and you can get it from sharing a spoon with someone. There are so many reasons not to do it. Just dont......... Life is to beutiful to pass it by in a nod. |
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| | | From: blusky | Sent: 7/8/2006 5:19 PM |
PLEASE DONT DO IT!!! As they say curiosity killed the cat. No really, it WILL feel amazing & it may be a long time until u do it again, but believe me b4 u no wots hit u ul be sittin in the gutter ( mayb not literally) but still, capable of doin anythin 4 a hit of H that doesnt get u high any more just makes u feel normal. Its soooo not worth the risk. If ur still curious then read the messages on this site & see how desperate people want off it, i bet they'd do anythin 2 b bk where u r now, wishin they hadnt tried it that first time. I no i do. |
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Carbinessa "Hi" first of all.... I would say dont even go near the stuff..... I was like you and just wanted to try it once out of curiousity ...4 Yrs later im a full blowen addict.... Dont be silly and just try and forget all about H.... It really will change you life for the worse Luv Scott xx |
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hey,just pray that you become paraplegic..at least that way you won't spend the rest of your life(if you can call it that)running around after a score..or opening your legs for the next guy who will pay you the price of a bag.take tim's advice..spend your money on a gun..and shoot yourself in the head...save you a lot of time and trouble..not to mention what it will do to your family and friends as they watch you steadily killing yourself.and with the change you can buy yourseelf a headstone..save your folks the worry(on top of all the otther worries they'll haave about you) none of these people who have replied are exaggerating or trying to scare you..it's the truth,so believe it baby.sorry if this seems harsh,but if i can say that i have stopped one person from living the nightmare that is a heroin addiction,then this hell i call my life will not have been totally wasted. |
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yeah i was always wondering what it would feel like to jump off a building. but just cause everybody else is doing it doesn't mean i need to do it ? does this kinds /sorta make any sense? i picked up heron cause I'm an idiot. it's something i never thought i would go near and never want to do.but alas for the love of a gal who would have lost her sugar daddy,i was introduced to my other girlfriend heron and her warm comforting arms surrounded me with bliss and contentment ........for awhile and then i needed her continuously and again again everday twice aday thrice aday even now 24 years later a functional dope addict? i guess. never thought I'd end up like this!!......whatever peace da/dawgg |
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| Are you listening/ And looking? I tried it the first time coz I wanted to know what was worth trashing friendships and walking out on undying unconditional family love and suppot for. 10 years and more money than I can dream about later, I know.. It's worth a criminal record, broken hearts, lost friends, financial ruin. It also teaches you that some thin gs simply can not be undone. The only thing I can not find peace with are the two people I introduced to H. Of all the STUPID things I've done, thats what gets me. I seduced them for my own convinience, as I was seduced by an ungiving relentless, ultimately selfish lover. tsk... and I thought men were bad!!! Go home and grow up. |
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