XXX

all again

I cannot forget what it was like. I cannot forget all of the _ times. I cannot forget the way I was saved.

I cannot go on with out thanking you. I cannot go on being that way. I cannot go on.

Trapped in a fog, knowing that the way out only leads you, back to the way in.

A cycle of good, ok, annoyance, bad and terrible…over and over again.

And again.

Things get back together; everything seems to be falling into place�?/P>

SEEMS, such a simple word, a word that can hold a good bit of power.

Things are- OR - they are not.

It seems as if things are doing good, it seems as if things are falling into place.

But, they are not.

It is not real. Perception is false,

I am fooling myself thinking that I am feeling better, that I am doing better.

I am just buying time til it all gets bad again.

I have gotten to this point, and it is bad again, now I just buy time til something can be done about it.

zane