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| | From:  l3luejester (Original Message) | Sent: 1/4/2006 12:07 AM |
I seem to keep messing. And to my family I am a failure, I should be able to just deal with my past. I am sometime this way and sometimes I am fine. The voices sometimes get so bad and I do not know what I am doing, I just try to keep from hurting so bad. I sometimes hide what I am truly feeling and sometimes I cut, and this time was not too bad. i am not tring to die, just to stop feeling this way. I guess just keep me in your prayers. zane |
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(((( zane ))) i am so sorry you are in such pain are there any support meeting you could attend there you could be around other people with the same types of problems and be able to talk openly about them are you seeing a therapist maybe u could talk to them please give your doc a call and let them know about the voices getting worse perhaps they could try a different med on you there has got to be something to make you feel better your family just doesn't understand your disorder you are in my prayers and i feel your pain please keep posting and letting us know how you are feeling we are here to listen and to try and give you support there are many of us out here that feel the same way we just have to keep hope in our lives along with good medicine love and hugs to you hope u r getting enough sleep gelabriar |
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Thank you. Currently I am not seeing a doctor, and am not on meds. I am leaving to spend time in VT with my bf soon, and that will be like a holiday to me. So, I hope just having things calm will get me through this. I don’t sleep much and I know that that is part of the problem. Things will be bad for awhile then things will go good again. I just have to make it to that point. zane |
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((((l3luejester)))) as ya said and know already sleep plays a very important part in our life. If I were ya hun, I would seek help from the dr, he/she can give ya something to help with ya sleep. I know ya are under a lot of stress right now in ya life. I do hope when ya go to visit with ya b/f that it will help ya some. My heart goes out to ya sweety, as we do know what ya are going through. Do ya have a PDr, if so they can give ya meds for not only sleep, but for ya BP also. I will keep ya in my thoughts and prayers. I'm not a dr, but it seems to me that ya are cycling. I also agree that ya parents do not understand ya disorder. Perhaps ya could get info for them to read if they are open to it. One should not try and stuff ya felelings as that isn't any good wirther it only intesafies ya pain even more. Cuting will not help it only causes pain relefe for such a short time. As far as the voices, I get them also, as many of us here do. I try and put on music with a head set and turn it up loudly. I also try and talk to them back and tell them that ya won't let them get the best of yaself. Ya need an out let sweety, and cuting will not help that at all. Ya may also want to try and get in front of a mirror, and say 10 GOOD POSITIVE things about yaself. I know what I'm asking ya to do is very hard right now, as ya don't see anything good in ya self. Try saying simple things like I like my hair, nails exct. It works ya just need to take ya time, and build up positave things about yaself. In time ya will be able to say good things about yaself such as I am a good person, I am not a failure. And yes please post and let us know how ya are doing, good bad or indiffeant. Ya may also whant to write a jurnal, eirther here on the boards, or at home. And when ya do the mirror, make sure ya are looking face to face in the mirror. Love Ya! |
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