JANICE'S BI-POLAR SUPPORT SITE

Rain, Been praying for you!..Read some of your messages a while back, just didn't get a chance to respond...kids came in before I could type. Then my computer was down. Husband changed our office around. My husband got a promotion this week. We will be moving again. Haven't been in this house 9 months. But we are moving back to where I grew up. Only 2 hours away. Saw my pdoc yesterday. Said if I was willing to make the drive ( it would be an hour and a half) he would be happy to continue seeing me. Surprised he brought it up. I have been seeing him, since I was diagniosed. Said he could get my visits so that I was not coming very often. Trying a new medicine - my choice- to get the visits down. Told him the drive would be to far. But thinking about it. My pdoc prays for me each visit, is a christian and has seen me through some difficult times. We all know about difficult times. I do not want you to change your color to blue. You are just going through a difficult time. And this to will pass. Talk to me Rain. I know what you are going through. I will help you any way I can. Take your medicines. Keep your appointments. Ask for help when you need it. Your daughter is there for you. She is reaching out to you. Take care. I will be checking your journal to see how you are doing.

thank God today has been 100 times better than yesterday......i have calmed my temper down......why can't i stop and think things through before i speak?......well, like ugaman says;"I'm workin' on it."

i slipped and fell into some mixed states and depression........missed pdoc appt.........not good.......fighting the depression ....i have hope....

doin' better; but i don't want to sleep .....a little too hyped up....but; i'll be a good girl and take the meds.....got a lot to do tomorrow...

cycling up, up ,up......so what else is new?.........adrenalin up about my country........going to find a place to vent feelings re such........no secret it is hard for me to keep my mouth shut.......i repeat - so what else is new?....

tired,tired tired........

cycling, cycling, cycling.....got too manic; but took meds like a good girl.....i didn't want to though.....

happy hypomania is spiraling upward.....going too high - too fast.....time for med tweaking....

Can't write right now. Too, too manic. Promise I will write soon. May talk tomorrow. IM

finally landed.......waiting for next take off.......up?....down?....je ne sais pas.....anyway, i don't give a care......

i shouldn't have been so rude to tech at cable company.....it wasn't his fault my sevice was interrupted....i'm so sleepy from the crash of the wild ride that started Sunday...got to catch up..

sigh...................

i never learn...i keep making the same stupid mistakes over and over.......Rainjaine

have beaucoups to do today.....already thinking of thursday.....it's a little early to talk....later..

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