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| | | From: swe/maikki (Original Message) | Sent: 8/2/2007 1:17 AM |
It's so long ago I was really active here on the MSN groups. I never could imagine or even see the signs of a real burn out. Still they were there long ago. A year ago when I went to Skane for resting and having treatments I had big expectations to get stronger, but the time to recover was too short. Before I went there I had a very mean assistant who made everything to pull me down. My other girls did notice this and warned me to keep her as she was also badmouthing me. While I stayed at the SPA with another of my assistants, she got sick there. She has still not recovered so we are in the same boat so to say. I have seen too many attendants passing in and out at my home, I can't even remember their faces. They are all ment to come and help me while one of my assistants are sick and I am truly very sick of them all. My back and neck have collapsed. There is no day without the most awful pain. I am very tired too. I am diagnosted suffering of osteoporos. I have not been able to stay by the computer for so long. I am very down and in fear. These are some of the reason to my burn out, it has become grave. Too many sad things have been going on here. I am unable to write about every detail and I am not sure what will happen to me. All I know is that I miss our friendship and connection here terribly much. I so wish to promise you all that I will be back and come here every day but I fear to make any promises. Love you, Maikki |
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My Dearest Maikki - It is very very scary when one's body starts to act up badly, but I am so glad that you managed to post to us. I know quite a few of us have been concerned about not seeing you anywhere on the Boards for quite a while. A few weeks ago, I went on a day coach trip about 2 hours up North - the normal steps up I could cope with as there were handles on both sides, but when one turned to the right to go to a seat, there was this very high step with only seat backs to hold onto and they moved. I had about three goes and finally got up the step, but have had lots of trouble with both legs since - they were obviously very badly strained. Scary stuff. I think of you often. Hugs and love Bren & |
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dear maikki, i wish you speedy pain relief and a return to good health. i will write you a short prayer - 'May it be Your will, dear Lord my God, and the God of my forefathers, that You quickly send a good recovery from heaven, of spiritual and physical healing to Maikki, my internet friend from Sweden. Blessed are you my God, for there is no God but You.' cheerio from silkhobby |
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I wish for that too Silkhobby, Maikki, you are always in our hearts  Margaret |
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My dear Maikki, I pray for the best for you, and hope you recover soon. Hope you get an assistant that will help you more. Don't feel alone, I have had 3 cancers, Colon,uterus, and last year Lung, I also have COPD, and have a hard time breathing sometimes. My colon cancer is back after 10 years and will have another surgery Sept 5. It's H_ll getting old. But I never give up. Just thinking possitive. And trusting The Lord that I will still make it this time again. Love and Hugz Gloria |
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Dear Maikki, I will keep you in my thoughts. Sarah |
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Dear Maikki - I am so glad to see that you have managed to post. I told you how I strained my legs trying to get up the big step in the coach - unfortunately, I am still in pain with both legs. The Doctor organised blood tests, and when they returned, said there was no sign of inflammation from the readings (this is a new Dr I have been trying). I got the impression that he feels I am a hypochondriac!! I will need to go searching again for another Dr - the Dr I have been seeing for 7 years is very ill so is not working. Maikki, I think of you and truly hope you will feel so much better soon. Hugs, |
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It's wonderfu that you were able to post, Maikki. I just wish that something could be done for you. It is very frightening to contemplate the future when you are ill. One can only hope that we don't get much worse. I've really missed seeing you onthe boards. Thinking of you, Diane |
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Dear sweet Maikki, It is scary when your body doesn't want (or can't) do what you want it to do, but be brave and remember we love you very much Margaret |
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| | | From: Beary | Sent: 9/9/2007 11:10 PM |
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| thinking of you dear sweet maikki hope the pain goes away soon your in our hearts thoughts prayers were missing you here on the boards please try not be scared were all here for you a wonderful special lady who we all love so much take things day by day maikki sending all our love derek lynn kits jerry ollie ;lucy lucky dogs snowy the bunny lady the pony here in uk |
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Thank you all for all the love you are sending by thinking of me! You are all so sweet and lovable. My computer is working but I don't trust it as it caused me troubles to log in this evening. My firewall alerts me about attacs and it's something like a bombing. Now I am getting really very tired. Hope to see you tomorrow. Maikki |
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