The fear pulsing through me
Is something I can’t control
I didn’t ask for his
I don’t know how to deal with it
There no guide book
To tell you what to do
When your world
Falling down
When you don’t have the strength
To carry on
So many things I don’t
Understand
But there no one here
To give me answers
But no to care
No one to promise it will be alright
I’m staring at my future
And it scares me for
I may not reach it
I can not longer touch it
Or hear its beautiful sound
Who would have thought
In the blink of an eye
Your world would be so different
Everyone looks at you
You can see it in there eyes
They know what about to happen
And yet they stand aside
I can’t hearing the birds
Or the rustling of the trees
Or the tears falling down
My cheek
But I know they
Are there none the less
But there sound is disappearing
My world is fading
And I can’t stop it
How different everything looks
When you’re no longer
In control
My world is spinning
What I wouldn’t give
For it to stop
To hear the wonderful sounds
Of the world I miss
But instead nothingness
Is all that greets me

 

*No taking without my premisssion*