Dear Kelly,

I'm sorry you're going through all this turmoil in your life right now, and especailly now when the season is supposed to be filled with joy and brotherly love.  Many of us have traveled the road you're on right now, so we know first hand what you're dealing with.  Giving up is not the answer, although it is very tempting at times.  Butterflymom is right, "This too shall pass."  although right now it seems like it never will.  Trust me, if you just hold on, it will pass.  I have already sent prayers to our Father to help you lift yourself out of this hole of depression that has you consumed, and will continue to pray for you.  This is part of our life experience here on earth, and it's for a purpose.  How can we really know what good is if we haven't experienced the bad?  How can we appreciate up if we've never been down?  Again, my prayers are with you dear one, and The Divine within Me Honors the Divine within You. . . . . . . . Paul