| Jody...i know this is right.  It's what i need to do.  I've known it for a long time and my pleas to him to help me resolve all the problems kept falling on deaf ears.  I don't understand why this is so hard.  My emotions are out of control.  He cries and it's hard to watch.  I can't live with him as a partner.  But i don't want to hurt him either.  I feel like i am failing Logan.  Just like i failed my other kids and cheated them out of a normal family life when their dad and i divorced.  My first husband was chronically unfaithful.  I just feel like such a failure. |