Jody...i know this is right. It's what i need to do. I've known it for a long time and my pleas to him to help me resolve all the problems kept falling on deaf ears. I don't understand why this is so hard. My emotions are out of control. He cries and it's hard to watch. I can't live with him as a partner. But i don't want to hurt him either. I feel like i am failing Logan. Just like i failed my other kids and cheated them out of a normal family life when their dad and i divorced. My first husband was chronically unfaithful. I just feel like such a failure. |