Hi Tashandjosh....welcome
I would need to meet with you in person for this type of reading, and I'm not in a position timewise at the moment.
I am so sorry you are hurting
Sometimes when this connection has been opened I will recieve messages on behalf of someone else. If this happens I will surely let you know.
Please feel free to take advantage of all our site has to offer. There are many message boards to chose from, or if you just need a hug, your sure to get that too. Perhaps someone will come along that can meet with you sooner than I.
I send you much love, light, healing and strength.
May peace be with you
(((((((((huge hugs))))))))))))
Jody