| �?Click the title to see the original posting and some comments by others. I was asked about my near death experience awhile ago. This is from an earlier cycle, and not in the same time period I have been using as illustrations here. I believe I did not get very far because I it was a "premature" experience. It was not my time to go. I was having several medical problems at the time as the result of a flu virus and I become very ill. One night while lying in bed, I awoke with a sudden realization that I can only describe as the sudden sensation of "no sound." I opened my eyes, and my arm fell off the bed. Everything slowly faded so that I could not see, although I tried hard to focus. I tried desperately to move my arm or cry for help. Nothing happened. Suddenly I jumped up and ran over to the light switch in my bedroom and tried to turn it on. I was in shock as my hand passed through it and then, as I turned back towards the bed, I could see myself lying there on the edge of it. I tried over and over again believing somehow that my heart would restart if I could only turn the darn lightswitch on. Perhaps it is some sort of combination of panic and symbolism. The connection between the lightswitch and the heart required no thought at all, but just seemed to be at the time. I became distracted from my lightswitch task when I heard sounds that were similar to a huge, full auditorium of voices. I was going to pass through the doorway of my room and move towards the voices, although I felt anxious about them. The spirit of my Mother, who is still alive, blocked the doorway and did not allow me to pass towards the voices. (That part is very surprising to everyone, and something no one has heard before. This is responded to at the link.) Suddenly, I was zapped back into my body and it was full of adrenalin! I was able to move again, amazingly enough. Needless to say, I went to the physicians office shortly after that and really felt more than rotten. Luckily this was the experience just preceding a healing dream. I have since been able to recover from the whole flu virus problem right after experiencing the healing dream where I traveled to a very high place. In the very high place I could not see what was happening, but it was a very nice experience. In traveling back down, I was given "water" to pour "on the fishes," which I have always taken as a direction to heal. As you can see, I never got past the very shocking part of the realization or denial of what was happening, and into the more peaceful part of the experience that you often read about. However, the next experience of the healing dream was one of the most beautiful experiences I have ever had. | 
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