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Doing this for myself so on days i need to i can cry, be frustrated, or be angry without feeling like there is something wrong with me..need a place to go where i won't feel like iam just experiencing some ridiculous mood swing..its okay to feel..its okay to have a range of emotions..the only way to get through it is to feel..its okay to be human..thats what humans do..i may be more emotional/sensitive than some but thats who iam.. |
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This is for yesterday..I was sad and I had my reasons which I do not want to get into at this moment in time however I felt bad for feeling that way so I deleted my thread..Iam now reposting it cause I have ever right to feel as I do..Just have to remember that!.. |
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Get back up there you sneaky lil "y"..Trying to make a run for it yet again!..These letters..Got to keep a watch on them..Geesshhh.. ever+"y" makes more sense! |
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hardday.tired.thoughtsarestrong.feelslikeabegining |
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scared, worried,stressed,sad, nervous..etc..iam trying not to let my dad get to me but he is..i hate that iam this way..iam doing what i always do..take it inward..its just easier.. |
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unless someone wants to chat sometime iam just not gonna sign in anymore on messenger least for awhile..there are some things i just can't deal......... |
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| | From: *2many* | Sent: 11/30/2005 5:26 AM |
why worry about if someone is there or not?? |
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its not that..well just that which is my issue but its other things too..one of the reasons why i find it hard to open up is cause when i do it just feels like someone shoots me down so sometimes i just figure why bother..guess cause i got alot going on..i dunno..but it just feels like too much..ppl go into modes to protect themselves..that's all iam doing..guess just too sensitive atm bout certain things so not gonna put myself in the positon to be hurt..that's all.. |
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| | From: 2many | Sent: 12/2/2005 5:27 AM |
it works both ways, pam.... |
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alot of thing work both ways iam sure whatcha talking bout?..iam starting to feel like there are somethings i don't know?.. |
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| | From: 2many | Sent: 12/2/2005 5:57 AM |
pam, im not going to elaborate on the boards, cause obviously that didnt work last time and you felt "attacked". |
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ahhh i see..we talked about somethings that i would hope had settled that..besides did i not in the end understand?..some credit would be nice..perhaps a email would be better as it would be just you and me but then i assume you don't want to do that either..kind of feeling like the meaning of some recent emails got lost..do whatever you want to do, jen..not telling me something that seems to be bothering you isn't going to do anyone any good..clue me in so then hopefully we can move on.. |
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| | From: 2many | Sent: 12/2/2005 6:38 AM |
different subject, pam. im just not going to start another discussion on the board. |
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oh okay, jen..now iam confused but alright..like i said email me but now it seems we are back to not talking bout certain things which is kind of depressing..you do whatever you feel you need to but if i need to talk to you bout something iam gonna email ya..this is all totally confusing me..just telling me would have been alot easier..now iam wondering and feeling like something is wrong or iam doing something wrong..iam doing my best here....... |
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and iam trying............. |
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I HATE CANCER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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