WINDZ OF CHANGES

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im just getting really scared and anxious about going to treatment... i dont know what to do about it.. i havnet s/h since jan 9th, and i really dont want to, but i really feel like i HAVE to (but i wont) but i just really feel like it.. i dont know what to do.. im just basically a mess.. just freaking out, doing alot of crying, and talking to albert, and ali and paula, and my freinds, but its soo hard... i just dont know what else to do... ...

SueL, I can appreciate the anxiety you are going thru. Something different like this, that is to be expected. Just remember you have gone thru this before, you lived thru it then and you will this time. Try and be more positive and pray this will be the last time you might need to deal with this. Take control and put this terrible eating disorder in the rear of your life. I don't want you to let it rule your every waking minute and everything you do. Be positive, because I am positive you will be fine and make it thru this with flying colors. Love you girl

SUE, WHAT YOU NEED TO DO IS TO CALM DOWN. THIS PROGRAM IS A VOLUNTARY ONE, SO YOU CAN LEAVE AT ANYTIME. YOU SAID THAT YOU NEED HELP, THAT IS WHAT THESE PEOPLE ARE FOR.IF BY SOME CHANCE IT DOESN'T DO ALL THAT YOU NEED, YOU WILL BE IN A POSITION FOR SOME OF CANADA'S BEST DOCTOR'S TO OBSERVE YOU AND TO MAKE RECCOMENDATIONS, IN OTHERWORDS IF IT'S NOT THE RIGHT PROGRAM FOR YOU, THEY CAN GET YOU IN THE ONE YOU NEED TO BE IN. SO DON'T WORRY HUN, YOU WANTED HELP AND YOU WANTED TO GET INTO THIS PROGRAM, IT IS PERFECTLY NORMORAL TO BE SCARED AND HAVE SECOND THOUGHTS ABOUT GOING. IT'S A BIG STEP FOR YOU, TO HAVE GOTTEN YOURSELF INTO THIS PROGRAM. EVERTONE IN THE GROUP IS SOPROUD OF YOU SUE, THAT YOU GOT THIS FAR, YOU HAVE A LOT OF SUPPORT HERE, AND ALOT OF PEOPLE ARE PRAYING FOR YOU AND YOUR SUCESS! I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT! IF IT ENDS UP BEING THE WRONG PROGRAM, YOU STILL WILL GET SOMETHING OUT OF IT. ALSO BEING THERE YOU WILL HAVE THE OPPURTUNITY TO BE EXAMINED AND TOLD ABOUT WHERE YOU REALLY NEED TO GO. BUT THE FIRST THING YOU NEED TO DO IS TO CALM DOWN, TAKE ONE STEP AT A TIME, YOU ARE WORRIED ABOUT THE NEXTTREARMENT GROUP, AND YOU HAVEN'T EVEN BEEN TO THE FIRST ONE, YOU ARE JUMPING THE GUN A LITTLE. YOU ARE GOING TO BE FINE SUE, I KNOW YOU WILL. SORRY I HAVE TO GO, DOGS ARE BARKING AND IT'S SNOWING OUT.

LOT'S OF LOVE AND A HUG,

Important Announcement The MSN Groups service will close in February 2009. You can move your group to Multiply, MSN’s partner for online groups. Learn More
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