SOMETHING HAPPENED THIS EVENING I WASN'T PREPARED FOR.....A FRIEND I WAS TALKING TO COMPLAINED OF NOT FEELING WELL...THERE WAS A PAUSE AND HE TOLD ME HE WAS SWEATING PROFUSELY.....
ALL AT ONCE THE MEMORY FLASH BACK OF THE MORNING MY HUSBAND DIED WAS IN FRONT OF ME....IT WAS LIKE HE WAS HERE GOING THROUGH THAT ALL OVER AGAIN....MY HUSBAND HAD THE SAME SYMPTOMS ONLY HE WAS TRYING TO HIDE THEM .....THEN IT WAS TOO LATE......
I TOLD MY FRIEND TO HURRY AND GET TO HOSPITAL IN CASE HE WAS HAVING A HEART ATTACK OR A MOVING BLOOD CLOT....I HOPE HE DID...
BUT EVER SINCE THEN I HAVE HAD THIS SICKENING PIT IN MY STOMACH...THIS I WASN'T PREPARED FOR.....I HAVE NEVER HAD SUCH A VIVID FLASH BACK LIKE THIS BEFORE.....WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO THE HARD SHELL I USED TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH THESE THINGS?.........THE HUMAN MIND...DO WE EVER KNOW WHAT IT IS GOING TO DO NEXT?