Today push has come to shove and I have to quit my job. I have almost used up my sick time and work wants to put me in an intensive rehab program which I can't manage with the Fibro. I can't manage a 5 hour physical assessment and more medical tests.
The purpose of this rehab group is to get you working or scrape you off before you can get on LTD.
I knew this day was coming but I have been pretending that it would just all go away. I can't go back to that place it's a hellhole.
I knew that I would have to take this step but it is still hard and I have been crying all day about it.
I have meager savings because hey who ever thinks they are going to get sick right? Spent my money foolishly when I was well and now I am going to be supported by my 84 year old mothers pension and my savings.
Been reading books from the library on being poor,jobless and frugal; hope some of it helps me.
Don't know when I will be able to work or what I will be able to do.
Feel like I am in a large dark hole with no way out and no lights.
Time to face realty and stop running.
thanks for letting me cry here. Lulu
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