WELL, REMEMBER THE CARD I  SENT TO MY SISTER AT MY MOMS HOUSE? SHE THREW IT IN THE GARBAGE WITHOUT EVEN OPENING IT.. SHE SAID TO MY MOM, SHE SENT THE CARD AFTER YOU CALLED HER, I DONT WANT IT.  GRRR NOW, THEY VERY FUNNY PART OF ALL THIS, IS MY MOM TOLD ME THAT SHE HAS FORGOTTEN MOTHERS DAY TWO YEARS IN A ROW!!!  SO SHE IS NOT ONE WHO SHOULD BE TALKING.  IVE MADE THE EFFORT TO TRY AND BE A SISTER, BUT SHE DOESNT WANT ONE!  

    ITS STRESSFUL, WE WENT TO MY GRAMAS, SHE HURT HER BACK YEARS AND YEARS AGO, WELL, SHE GOT UP TO ANSWER THE PHONE, AND HURT HER SELF.   SHE IS 81 THIS MONTH,  AND CANT DO ANYTHING... SHE HASNT BEEN EATING, ONLY BAGELS AND CREAM CHEESE ETC.. SO WE BROUGHT HER MCD'S...  WE THOUGHT SHE WOULD ENJOY A SALAD (I HAD A COUPON FOR A FREE ONE) MOM GOT A BIG MAC, AND I GOT A CHEESEBURGER... WELL, FIRST THING GRAMA SAYS, HOW COME I DIDNT GET A HAMBURG?  ARRGGGGGGG SHE THROWS UP ALOT OF WHAT SHES EATING... ANYWAYS, I TOLD HER IF SHE NEEDS ANYTHING TO CALL ME, ID GO OVER, DO HER VACUMMING, LAUNDRY, DUSTING WHATEVER, AND SHE WILL NOT CALL ME... IT MAKES ME FRUSTERATED, CAUSE I GOT LOTS OF TIME, I COULD GO OVER MAKE HER SUPPERS ETC.. BUT SHE WONT LET ME.  SHE IS EVEN STARTING TO TALK ABOUT GOING TO A NURSING HOME IN THE FUTURE,, THING IS, ITS IN STRATFORD, AND ONLY WAY I COULD GET TO SEE HER, IS TO GET A RIDE WITH MY MOM.   IM ACTUALLY GLAD, BECAUSE SHE CANT TAKE CARE OF HERSELF..I DID ASK, WHY STRATFORD?? WHY NOT LONDON, WELL, HER BOYFREIND LIVED THERE TOWARDS THE END OF HIS LIFE (PASSED AWAY ONE OR TWO YEARS AGO)  SHE WOULD GO VISIT HIM, AND HIS SON, AND DAUGHTER IN LAW.. WELL, THEY ARE NOW LIKE A SECOND FAMILIY TO HER.. WELL, THE DAUGHTER IN LAW, SHE WORKS THERE, AND MY GRAMA WOULD GO UP THERE AND HELP OUT, WITH BINGOS, DOING STUFF WITH THE RESIDENTS..  SO SHE KNOWS THE PLACE, KNOWS THE RESIDENTS AND STAFF... SO THATS WHY. I GUESS THATS REASONABLE, SO, IM GLAD THAT SHE CAN MAKE THE DESCISION.  JUST WORRIES ME, BECAUSE I KNOW THAT MY UNCLES, DONT GO SEE HER NOW, AND THEY AND HER BOTH LIVE IN LONDON,  SHE WONT GET ANYONE COMIGN TO SEE HER, CEPT MY MOM AND ME AND ALBERT.  ANYWAYS, I GOTTA GO, HAVE BEEN FEELING SICK ALL DAY, AND GOT A BIT OF A HEADACHE (OK A HUGE ONE)   TAKE CARE, TY FOR LETTING ME RANT

OH YEAH, MY GRAMA IS LIKE, GOSH SUZY YOUVE LOST ALOT OF WEIGHT!  YOU LOOK GOOD...   WHICH FOR ME, FEEDS INTO THE EATING DISORDER PART OF MY MIND.... ITS A CONSTANT BATTLE!!  ANYWAYS, TRUE, YOU WILL BE GLAD TO HEAR I HAD LUNCH (A CHEESEBURGER) AND SUPPER 3/4 OF A GRILLED CHEESE, AND A RICE PUDDING CUP.  I WOULD HAVE A ENSURE DRINK, BUT MY STOMACH IS TOSSIGN AND TURNING, AND I KNOW ID JUST BE SICK.....