ive had a really hard time getting adjusted to being at the new hopes, for volunteering, and for groups, i have a hard time with new spaces, takes me awhile to feel safe... anyways, they put all leather furniture in our group room, becaise they said the purple couches we had at the other place didnt go with the decour, but paula had promised that we could have one, as alot of us wanted it, just for the familiarity of it, so anyways, when i got there on wed night, it wasnt there, so we went to the other group room, and dragged it into our room. then last night, i was at the art group, and we were doing our project, and the volunteer knocked on the door, so gill went to answer it, and the person wanted to know if i could help them with the photocopier!! i was so upset, i was like, no, im in group! i felt horrible, not that i didnt help her, but i feel like i was rude, but i was told, no i wasnt rude, and everyone was proud of me for being assertive.. but anyways, i totally lost it, and had to leave the room for like 1/2 hour... then today with the cleaning it was very overwhelming, just the size of it all....................................... anyways, ty for listening. |