i want to vent again, but this time its different, i just did my hands in my parafin bath that i got for my birthday, and i just feel so guilty because it felt so nice.. i dont know why i feel guilty, guess its cause i know so many ppl are in pain, and why should i be happy you know? i need to learn how to do that, let myself be happy without feeling guilty and doing something to make myself feel bad. that was all, i know its silly, but its a big problem for me.. thanks love suzy |