just me again, no need to reply just needed to vent and didnt know what else to do no one was on messsenger and im just feeling like i need to chat.. i called my dietitian and told her i felt ill and cancelled my appt and made it for next tuesday i feel horrbly guilty but i just didtn want to face going there today.. i do want to go to my group tonight, but i dont know if i deserve to go... i dont really like what we are doing which is clay but i feel like if i dont go im letting down the group i am in with, we only have three more groups then that group is done. im really just upset with myself on how im feeling its really hard when no one is on messenger sometimes to help me rationalize everything.. even though i know its not up to anyone but me to do that its just so hard. i have decided to not go to the dollar store today but i will do it tomorow, and i will leave shortly and just go hang out at hopes garden and work on my quilt im almost done i am just tying the batting down. im sorry for venting this way im just so frustrated and dont know what to do with my feelings. thanks love suzy |